ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
12.31.2006, 5:33 PM
Opportunity is right at your door.
But maybe i'm not the one you're waiting for.
12.30.2006, 11:00 PM
Well this is not your fault
But if I'm without you
Then I will feel so small
And if you have to go
Always know that you shine brighter than anyone does.
-Brighter by Paramore
12.25.2006, 11:11 PM
Happy Christmas!
12.24.2006, 8:00 AM
Love is not breathlessness, it is not excitement, it isnot the promulgation of promises of eternal passion.that is just being "in love" which any of us canconvince ourselves we are. love itself is what is leftover when being in love has burned away, and this is both an art and a fortunate accident.
12.21.2006, 7:28 PM

Love is hardest to find, & easiest to lose.
We recognize a true love when we realize
that the only who can console us
is the one who caused the pain.
12.20.2006, 2:32 PM

What if everything around you isn't quite as it seems What if all the world you used to know Is an elaborate dream And if you look at your reflection Is it all you wanted to be? But if you could look right through the cracks Would you find yourself Find yourself afraid to see?
12.19.2006, 2:39 PM
People were destined for one another.
That's the romantic idea that young girls have,
& I guess part of me still believes it.
12.18.2006, 5:22 PM

An english professor wrote the words," woman without her man is nothing "on the blackboard and directed the students to punctuate it correctly.The MEN wrote:"Woman, without her man, is nothing."However, the WOMEN wrote:"Woman! Without her, man is nothing."
12.17.2006, 7:00 PM

Have you ever thought of life represented by a rose? It appears to be this beautiful, perfect object; it's velvet red petals so soft and filled with light.. it starts out as a tiny bud, blooming into a gorgeous flower. But then you find its two imperfections; & ask- why do roses have thorns? & why do they eventually wilt? Why does life have so many "thorns", or obstacles we can't seem to get through. Many moments with laughter and joy, and then it all comes to a stop. It's as if life flooms, only to fall apart, petal by petal..
12.16.2006, 10:50 PM

Don't take everyone for granted,
Because no one waits forever.
12.15.2006, 6:55 PM
"Life"
Sitting.
Staring.
Thinking.
Pondering.
Hoping.
Dreaming.
Wishing.
Trying.
Realizing.
Crashing.
Running.
Crying.
Concealing.
Faking.
Smiling.
Repeating.
12.14.2006, 3:30 PM

At the end of the day, faith is a funny thing.
It turns up when you don't really expect it.
It's like one day you realize that the fairy tale
may be slightly different than you dreamed.
The castle, well, it may not be a castle,
and it's not so important happy ever after,
just that it's happy right now.
See once in a while, once in a blue moon,
people will surprise you,
and once in a while people may even
take your breath away.
12.13.2006, 10:32 PM
I wish...
12.12.2006, 6:00 PM
Why say yes when you're afraid of failure?
Competition didn't go oh so well.
But I'm thinking, why am I saying yes to the next competition?
I have no idea why I cried for 2 days for an event so uninfluential. I guess the heart took over the mind for a bit. Sometimes, I can see that as a necessary action, but it was so hard to go through.
And what's more was that I cried in front of my teacher.
But in the end, experience is what is worthy. In the course of a lifetime, you can only shed so many tears. ;o
12.08.2006, 7:23 PM
The view always included special thoughts, free feelings, but lately, it's been pretty down.
And it's definitely not something about airplanes.. Oh, I wonder. What have I gotten myself into? What use is the competition? You feel confident, then scared, petrified, what is to come of the 10th of december? Is it really worth it? I can honestly say that I don't think it'll ever really haunt me, just intimidate me. But afterwards, I feel eternal glory. Is that worth it for all hard work, hopes of highs and lows, and then eternal glory? But success just doesn't grow without pressure. Is that scientific or idealistic?
Fighting this hard for it. Will it be rewarding?
All those stages we have to go through. And the we, who does that apply to? Geniuses? What? But, are there really such things as geniuses? All these ideas, intertwine..
As the date inches closer and closer, I can't help but think. Is it as easy as I can say it is? Or as hard as I will ever imagine.
12.06.2006, 4:27 PM

Under the surface we're all the same: searching for a purpose, all running from shame.
12.05.2006, 3:15 PM
I believe that imagination is stronger than knowledge
That myth is more potent than history.
I believe that dreams are more powerful than acts
That hope always triumps over experience
That laughter is the only cure for grief
And I believe that love is stronger than death.
12.04.2006, 11:59 PM
a iv iv 920: he ho
tmich ellex 0xlin: sizzlin hot?
a iv iv 920: burning
a iv iv 920: whew..almost exploded
mich ellex 0xlin: hahah british guys are the only guys that are sizzlin hot. ;P
a iv iv 920: YEA!!!
a iv iv 920: and lorean guys...
a iv iv 920: korean*
HAHA William Mosely. 8) That's the reason I watched Chronicles of Narnia.
, 4:15 PM

"If you wait too long for the perfect moment,
The perfect moment will pass you by."
But what does 'perfect' mean? Cause 'perfect' doesn't mean 100% happy. ?. Does it?
-And then all was gone.
12.02.2006, 11:10 PM
Oh why.