ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about
Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
2.27.2007, 10:33 PM
For not posting the past 5 days?
Implies: I'm actually working. hard. ;)
2.22.2007, 11:07 PM
this can't last forever
raise a glass together
doesn't get much betterthan this.
2.20.2007, 8:55 PM
I feel so far from where I've been
So I go, and I will not be back here again
I'm gone as the day is fading on white houses
I lied, wrote my injuries all in the dust
In my heart is the five of us
In white houses
2.19.2007, 5:23 PM
"You know what you were saying before, about how living my dream agrees with me? I've been thinking about that and I want you to know that I probably would not be living any dream at all if it weren't for you. I mean, more and more I keep on finding myself in these incredibly surreal situations and every time... I always kind of, in the back of my head just think, 'what would *_________* think if she/he could see me right now?'
You know, I guess everyone has someone who challenges them and makes them shoot for something just beyond their reach. You're that person for me. So, yeah, maybe we didn't talk this summer, and who knows, maybe we'll find ourselves talking less and less as time goes on and life gets more and more in the way, but... I gotta say, *____*, I don't feel it. 'Cause you're with me everywhere I go."
-Dawson's creek
Replace *___* with _____.
2.18.2007, 9:59 PM
So what is true is that everything seems to rise and fall. Good things come and go. Times when you think the outcome will actually be acceptable turn out horrendous.
So you can try and live in darkness, but you will never shake the light. It will greet you every morning and make you more aware of its absence at night.
2.16.2007, 4:12 PM
candycrazedbunny: lucky fuck
mich ellex 0xlin: 8) lucky fuck?
candycrazedbunny: yep
mich ellex 0xlin: do i sense jealousy?
candycrazedbunny: lol
candycrazedbunny: yes, you do
mich ellex 0xlin: lol so how's your writing?
candycrazedbunny: ARAAHHGHGHG!
candycrazedbunny: I CAN"T FIGURE OUT HOW TO FURTHER IT!
sarah: watuppaa
Michelle: hey! the ceiling
sarah: -.-"
YOU KNOW
youre not funny :)
Michelle: yes. i didn't say i was trying to be funny. i'm just telling you the truth
sarah: and so am i :))
Michelle: lol
sarah: and must i repeat myself
sighh
i have no ceiling
i live in a cardboard box
Michelle: oh no. don't you start that again
sarah: you started it!
THE CEILING
what kinda whatsup answer is THAT
hmmmmmmmmmmmmm
:) jk
Michelle: The truth! and nothing but the truth
unless you're a ...
hoboooooooo
sarah: did we not go over that 12893719283 times during winterbreak??
Michelle: yes. we did. and it's not going to start again today. :D righhhht?
sarah: yupp :)
look at this face
its the wierdest face VER
;'(
Michelle: AHAHHAHAA
sarah: B;D
B'D
AHAH
lol
its like wth
haa
2.15.2007, 12:58 PM
You know when you sever ties with one of your close friends, just because you think they've "changed" (for the worse, anyways). But is it because you changed? Or maybe it's because you both changed. It just isn't the same anymore. Your priorities have changed, your personality as well, maybe even your beliefs. But why does change make room for different winding paths that a person chooses?
Remember the good ole elementary days when you got mad at a friend and you decided that you wouldn't talk to that person so maybe they'd feel sympathy towards you. And you wind up talking to this loner just to keep you company? And now you realize that you probably were using this person. That that action that seemed so sensible 4 years ago, now seems so pointless. We realize differences in our lives because of change.
But when you think a person changes, you never think that maybe you have changed. Maybe something happened that makes you different. But why does everything seem so well, worse than you ever think it will be..
2.13.2007, 3:53 PM
"Maybe we're not supposed to be happy. maybe gratitude has nothing to do with joy. Maybe being grateful means recognizing what you have for what it is, appreciating small victories; admiring the struggle it takes simply to be human. Maybe we're thankful for the familiar things we know, and maybe we're grateful for things we'll never know. At the end of the day, the fact that we have the courage to still be standing is reason enough to celebrate."
-Grey's Anatomy
It's really not about being optimistic. Really. Does everything have a 2 side perspective to it?
Take the chance. No matter the situation, it's worth it.
2.12.2007, 10:44 PM
Obtenez au-dessus de vous-même et de votre vie pathétique.Obtenez au-dessus de vous-même et de votre vie pathétique.
2.10.2007, 7:04 AM
The magazine's nonscientific survey of 50 cities listed Seattle as No. 2 in the most-fit rankings, followed by Colorado Springs; Minneapolis; Tucson, Ariz.; Denver; San Francisco; Baltimore; Portland, Ore.; and Honolulu.
It's Top 10 fattest cities are Las Vegas, Nev., up from No. 2 last year; San Antonio, Texas; Miami; Mesa, Ariz.; Los Angeles; Houston; Dallas; El Paso, Texas; Detroit; and San Jose, Calif.
2.09.2007, 10:36 PM
As long as we have memories, yesterday remains. As long as we have love, today is beautiful. As long as we have hope, tomorrow awaits
2.08.2007, 3:43 PM
I live in notes & photographs & everything I’m holding back, but you're the words that weren't enough. You remind me of a song I used to love.
2.06.2007, 10:37 PM
Only one person in a thousand knows the trick of really living in the present. most of us spend 59 minutes an hour living in the past, with regret for lost joys or shame for things badly done [both utterly useless and weakening], or in a future which we either long for or dread. there is only one minute in which you're alive, this minute, here and now. the only way to live is by accepting each minute as an unrepeatable minute, which is exactly what it is.
2.05.2007, 10:32 PM
So fail. Be bad at things. Be embarrassed. Be afraid. Be vulnerable. Go out on a limb or two or twelve, & you will fall & it'll hurt. But the harder you fall, the farther you will rise. The louder you fall, the clearer your future becomes. Failure is a gift, welcome it. There are people who spend their who lives wondering how they became the people they became, how certain chances pass them by, why they didn't take the roads less traveled. Those people aren't you. You have front row seats to your own transformation, & in transforming yourself, you might even transform the world. & it will be electric, & I promise it will be terrifying. Embrace that; embrace the new person you're becoming. This is your moment. I promise you, it is now, now, not two minutes from now, not tomorrow, but really now. Own that; know that deep in your bones. & go to sleep every night knowing that, wake up every morning remembering that.
& then...keep going.
If I don't cry, do you think I don't feel? If I look away, it doesn't mean I don't see, and just because I want someone when I’m alone doesn't mean I’m helpless,
that I can't stand on my own.
In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could re-play a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are, so just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, & most importantly where it is you're going.
In life we do things. Some we wish we had never done. Some we wish we could re-play a million times in our heads. But they all make us who we are, and in the end they shape every detail about us. If we were to reverse any of them we wouldn't be the person we are, so just live, make mistakes, have wonderful memories, but never ever second guess who you are, where you have been, & most importantly where it is you're going.
People are afraid of themselves, of their own reality; their feelings most of all. People talk about how great love is, but that's bullshit. Love hurts. Feelings are disturbing. People are taught that pain is evil and dangerous. How can they deal with love if they're afraid to feel? Pain is meant to wake us up. People try to hide their pain. But they're wrong. Pain is something to carry, like a radio. You feel your strength in the experience of pain. It's all in how you carry it. That's what matters. Pain is a feeling. Your feelings are a part of you. Your own reality. If you feel ashamed of them, and hide them, you're letting society destroy your reality. You should stand up for your right to feel your pain.
2.03.2007, 2:53 PM
http://famedia.dreamhosters.com/equus/images/equus_article_29jan07.jpg
mich ellex 0xlin: holy fucking moly.
candycrazedbunny: and it's a play. with a stage.
mich ellex 0xlin: a play? not a movie?
candycrazedbunny: not a movie
mich ellex 0xlin: like LIVE??
candycrazedbunny: YES
candycrazedbunny: and he's going nude in some scenes, one of which he simulates...ahem...masturbating
candycrazedbunny: holy....fucking...shit.
mich ellex 0xlin: got that right
mich ellex 0xlin: he has to fuckiing do that multiple times?!
2.01.2007, 8:00 PM
There’s this perception that perfection will make us happy. I mean, really, what's perfection? We see it as someone being faultless. Someone without anything to worry about because they're faultless. But maybe that’s not really what perfection is. Maybe perfection is someone being completely happy with who they are & being the best to their ability. Maybe that’s perfection. Maybe that’s what it takes to be happy
