ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
3.31.2007, 11:04 PM
And I swear,
I'll know your face in the crowd
And I'll hear your voice so loud
When you're whispering.
3.30.2007, 7:32 PM
candycrazedbunny (7:29:16 PM): they were laughing, you idiot.
photo x g3nic (7:29:25 PM): look who's talking
candycrazedbunny (7:29:39 PM): *bludgeons michelle with book*
photo x g3nic (7:29:46 PM): bludgeons?
candycrazedbunny (7:29:47 PM): anyways, he was standing there for a long time.
candycrazedbunny (7:29:50 PM): yes.
photo x g3nic (7:29:53 PM): and you were staring
candycrazedbunny (7:30:00 PM): that's why i was all, "michelle look over there!:
photo x g3nic (7:30:02 PM): ... LOL. i love making fun of you
candycrazedbunny (7:30:05 PM):
candycrazedbunny (7:30:12 PM): i was maybe staring.
photo x g3nic (7:30:22 PM): like dur you were. if you weren't i'd make fun of you too.
candycrazedbunny (7:31:59 PM): you wouldn't LOOK, you idiot.
candycrazedbunny (7:32:06 PM): i was all, "michelle look over there!"
photo x g3nic (7:32:16 PM): it's called i was doing math hw
candycrazedbunny (7:32:30 PM): hmmpf.
Ahh the beauty of lunches when someone has a crush on someone..
3.29.2007, 9:58 PM

I miss the Nordstrom cafe where we used to hang every wk.
But then you moved to college life. Princeton to be exactly
Even though you visit every month, (which I am very grateful for), it's just not the same.
'Remember The OC? :)
3.28.2007, 10:47 PM
A mile to fourteen
Deathly Hallows finally has a picture. Although you don't see the deathly hallows.
3.26.2007, 8:29 PM
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bi4Ljpd6OqU&mode=related&search=
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_kU4QhCLvdI&NR
First impressions. ;)
mich ellex 0xlin: did you watch dumbledorenaked time?
candycrazedbunny: lawl, i did
candycrazedbunny: i laughed like fuck
mich ellex 0xlin: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Bi4Ljpd6OqU&mode=related&search=
i saw the beginning. and i was laughing like cuhrazy
mich ellex 0xlin: "i'm too sexy for my shirt."
candycrazedbunny: LAWL
mich ellex 0xlin: LOL the song for harry. is toxic?! WTF!candycrazedbunny: OMG.
candycrazedbunny: this is so stupid it's funy
mich ellex 0xlin: the screaming and harry's whinish screams so match
candycrazedbunny: lawl
candycrazedbunny: ginny: it's raining men
candycrazedbunny: LAWL WTF
mich ellex 0xlin: snape's is like a girlish freaky song?!
mich ellex 0xlin: bootylicious?
candycrazedbunny: i'm still getting over it's raining men
=) http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xD-Huwlg2kY
3.25.2007, 6:08 PM

Do you remember when we were just kids, and cardboard boxes took us miles from what we would miss? Schoolyard conversations taken to heart, and laughter took the place of everything we knew we were not.
Cause I do.
3.24.2007, 11:08 PM
candycrazedbunny: dude, you know that part of boarding a plane where you have to walk through this
candycrazedbunny: ...thing?
mich ellex 0xlin: security?
candycrazedbunny: like, from the gates and stuff?
candycrazedbunny: like, actually boarding it.
mich ellex 0xlin: yes
candycrazedbunny: i fucking hate that part.
mich ellex 0xlin: what's wrong with it
candycrazedbunny: i can always imagine it shaking and then sending us toppling to our highly gory deaths
candycrazedbunny: and i hate, hate, hate heights.
mich ellex 0xlin: AHAHAA i see that little hole btw the plane and the passageway thing and i go. what if i dropped my pen
candycrazedbunny: "what if i get my foot caught in it and fall to my death?"
candycrazedbunny: sorreigh, that's what i always think.
mich ellex 0xlin: naw. no one could fall through that
candycrazedbunny: i know
mich ellex 0xlin: but if there was an earthquake..
candycrazedbunny: but it's still scary.
candycrazedbunny: SHUT UP.
candycrazedbunny: arrrgh.
candycrazedbunny: lawl
mich ellex 0xlin: ahahahaa
mich ellex 0xlin: i think i just jinxed it
candycrazedbunny: yes, you did
candycrazedbunny: and when we're lying on the tarmac broken and bleeding, i'm going to blame you.
mich ellex 0xlin: that would be very funny on our tombstones
candycrazedbunny: ...
candycrazedbunny: michelle lin: unfortunately jinxed an happy school outing to DC, and killed her friend
candycrazedbunny: lol
3.23.2007, 9:57 PM

mich ellex 0xlin: lol does he have a gf?
a iv iv 920: no idea
a iv iv 920: i don't think so
a iv iv 920: but if he does i mve on to another guy
a iv iv 920: ahhaha
a iv iv 920: brb
mich ellex 0xlin: LMAO. cause that's how we see guys
mich ellex 0xlin: alrighty
3.22.2007, 5:24 PM

Some people, they can just move on, you know,
mourn and cry and be done with it. Or at least
seem to be. But for me ... I don't know. I didn't
want to fix it, to forget. It wasn't something that
was broken. It's just ... something that happened.
And like that hole, I'm just finding ways, everyday,
of working around it. Respecting and remembering
and getting on at the same time. You know?
--The Truth about Forever by Sarah Dessen
Two months til POTE
3.17.2007, 11:03 PM
A thirty-something woman meets a rather handsome and charming man in the bar of a highly-regarded restaurant.They talk, they connect, and they end up leaving together.They go back to his apartment, and as he shows her around she notices that his bedroom is completely packed with soft, sweet, cuddly teddy bears.Three wall-length shelves loaded with hundreds and hundreds of the little buggers ... carefully placed in rows covering the entire wall! It was obvious that he had taken quite some time to lovingly arrange them and she was immediately touched by the amount of thought he had put into organizing this very un-macho display.There were small bears all along the bottom shelf; medium sized bears covering the entire length of the middle shelf; and large-sized bears all the way all along the top shelf. Quite the display!She found it strange for a man (who was clearly straight) to have such a large a collection of teddy bears, but doesn't mention it out loud, being really quite impressed by his obvious sensitive side.All the while thinking to herself, "Oh goodness! Maybe this guy could be the one - maybe he could father my children!"She turns to him. They kiss slowly... and then they rip each other's clothes off and make hot, steamy love.After an intense, explosive night of raw passion with this wonderful, sensitive guy - lying there together in the afterglow, the woman rolls over towards him smiling sweetly. She strokes his chest and asks coyly, "So? How was it?"The guy says: "Help yourself to any prize from the bottom shelf."
3.16.2007, 6:45 PM
candycrazedbunny: i love slate.com
candycrazedbunny: see, nobody cares about politics or culture at school
candycrazedbunny: -_-
mich ellex 0xlin: cause their fucking hallow minds are full of myspace shit
candycrazedbunny: YES
candycrazedbunny: fucking right on
candycrazedbunny: One day, he'll prolly shoot something on accident and say, "But these puppies...had weapons of MASS destruction..."
mich ellex 0xlin: ahaha i love your profile
candycrazedbunny: lol thank you
candycrazedbunny: God, it feels so lonely in this school
candycrazedbunny: i feel like i'm the only one who careswhat happens to this country.
candycrazedbunny: except you, of course
3.15.2007, 5:00 PM
Oh well, it certainly doesn't get better than this. You put up with a lot of things. But you just want to make your own decision. But when the time comes, there comes several drawbacks. Should I go for it or should I stay with no pressure?
3.12.2007, 6:38 PM
Hate. It has two sides too. You could be more empathetic or you can blame the person for being hated, for being such an ass. That ungrateful git.
we spend our whole lives telling ourselves everything happens for a reason,when in reality, it's just that we give reasons for everything that happens
You've got to accept the fact that life isn't a fairytale; things aren't always happily ever after. things like magic wishes, Prince Charmings, and true love don't happen in real life. magic wishes come from money, Prince Charming's a shallow idiot with a bad haircut and overpriced clothes. and true love? ha! true love is one-sided, Ace. you love her, she loves someone else. she loves you, you love someone else. never quite works out, does it? so you end up with some actor pretending to be your true love. real considerate of someone to let you know reality was like that before being thrown into it. "if you wish, it'll happen." well wish in one hand and crap in the other and see which one fills up faster. welcome to reality. enjoy your stay.
3.11.2007, 9:13 PM
Mmm. Haven't updated this for a long while.
Nothing new really. Exams are finally over. Hopefully I can up my grade in geo. Now that i'm really thinking about it.. not really...
Ehhh.
"If having things turn out the way you want them to is a measure of a successful life, then some would say i was a failure. The important thing is not to be bitter over life's disappointments. Learn to let go of the past. and recognize that everyday won't be silence, and when you find yourself lost in the darkness and despair, remember it's only in the black of night that you can see the stars and those stars lead you back home. so don't be afraid to make mistakes, stumble, and fall because most of the time, the greatest rewards come from the things that scare you most. Maybe you'll get everything you wish for, maybe you'll get more than you could ever imagine. Who knows where life will take you. the road is long and in the end, the journey is the destination."
3.06.2007, 4:09 PM
You know, these days, good things seem like they come and disappear within seconds. Bad things lurk, wander, and well, stay. And then it seems like there should alwayss be a two side perspective to everything. When faced with problems, i think the best way is to look at the other side. But now, I really do not know what to do. I think and think forever, and I still do not know what to do. Everything should disappear. Good and bad.
you dream of colors that have never been made,
you imagine songs that have never been played;
they will try to buy you and your mind,
for only the curious have something to find.
3.02.2007, 8:16 PM

Maybe our mistakes are what make our fate.
Without them, what would shape our lives?
Perhaps if we never veered off course,
we wouldn’t fall in love, did something stupid
or be who we are. After all, seasons change.
So do cities. People come into your life & people go.
But it’s comforting to know the ones you love
are always in your heart.
3.01.2007, 11:08 PM
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