ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
8.20.2007, 10:47 PM
I just scheduled a piano class! I've never been so happy about a piano class. Time to get outttta this boring house. Ugh my antonia dialetical journal. 14 more to gooooooo
Eclipse on aug 28! :O
8.19.2007, 9:30 PM
Wow i just posted 3--make that 4 posts in a row.
uh oh.
, 9:28 PM
Oh my god. I really have on life. The only person I talk to on AIM these days is my brother. o_o Which wouldn't be so pathetic, except for the fact that he's my brother. OH MY GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD
I NEED TO GET OUT!!!!
IM STARTING TO WATCH MOVIES ONLINE ON THE COMPUTER
NOT GOOD
But Jay Chou's movie secret is really good.
OH NOOOOOOOO
OH MY GOD!!!!!!!!! MERLIN'S PANTS
YOU KNow i think i've been looking at HP icons too much.
o_________________________-o; * Help?
, 9:24 PM
Oky. I've been dieing to get this out. AM I JEALOUS or is it me? Jealous over friends. Of course not. How could I? I've never been jealous since like the 5th grade. Am I really jealous? I mean I am her best friend. She can't replace me can she? But why didn't she invite me? I mean. She doesn't hate me or anything does she? OH crap.
, 9:21 PM

Something to do. If only I had something to do. I've always loved staying home, but these days, I want to rip my hair out! The only thing I can do is play piano, cello, or read stupid my antonia. and every time i read my antonia i fall asleep for 2 hours. -_- And I don't want ot go out bc I think it's a hassle for my dad. I'm going to Suzanne to register for my bro tomorrow. what funn. o_o I wonder if they'll let me sign the forms...
8.18.2007, 10:30 PM

There must be something wrong with me. Not that there ever isn't. It's just I stay home all day long either playing piano or cello or watching tv. For goodness sake, I stay in the same clothes all day long. Gym shorts and a tee. And I must admit, my eyes are getting pretty tired with glasses all day long and trying to put off stupid My Antonia. Well, Antonia & Jim, I don't care about your past life. The past is the past. Build a bridge and get over it! God. It has no plot. Just a bunch of words that I skim through, then totally miss the point and have to go back. So I say spark notes will work. The only place i've gone to is my piano teacher's house, andrew's house, and walnut high. that's pathetic. Oh well I save 5 minutes cleaning my contacts. o_o
but then i don't even want to get out. that's too odd. And when i'm at home, I don't do anything at all so no diff.
9 days til school and i'm 1/5 into my antonia not understanding it at all, done nothing anything educational. I think i made a lot of grammar mistakes in this entry and the others, and I don;t know what to do
8.17.2007, 11:04 PM

The chills. It's haunting, yet it brings joy.
So far, chills come from HP, SYTYCD, The OC, One Tree Hill.
And that's what summer's all about. Okay so many a little tv overdose.
But summer is summer.
And it's about to end...
8.16.2007, 10:27 AM
At the end of the day, we never think about if there will be a tomororw. It's a minor detail in our lives. Our lives that we have taken granted for. You really never miss someone or something until that person or that thing is gone I guess. Like our parents, I think most of us take them for granted. I know I do. It's just that at the end of the day, we don't have to worry about living thorugh tomorrow bc somehow we always know there will be a tomorrow. Of course at this age, we think we're going to die tomorrow, prob bc of classes, studying, exams, etc etc. But that is an exaggeration that we find true everyday.
But I guess everything is a learning experience. Like staying home, not really thinking about anything.
Except this morning when I saw the usual line of ants looking for something to eat, it hit me. Yeah, the ant hit me. I vacummed the line and I thought, wow. Didn't my mom always vacummed the place, cleaned the house, wash the dishes, cook the food, take me and my bro all over hte place for lessons, schools, sports? All through my life, I've always had a babysitter, up until 2nd grade, and caring parents.
When I do my own laundry, wash the dishes, make lunch and breakfast, clean up the house these days, I think ughh extra work. i have neough work already, then I think wait my mom always did this for me.
Just alll this time, I took everything for granted.
8.10.2007, 4:41 AM
I hope your smile never fades.
8.07.2007, 4:11 AM
Little kids just say the dardnest things. HAHA little cousin who lives in taiwan is here playing wii and when we asked (me and bryan) if he wanted water, he was like I want sugar water. :P HAHA and he called bryan a chocolate bar since bryan has a tan from swimming. :P HAHAAA I say he's shaped like a starfish. :) And these taiwanese kids say chinese with such attitude, it's so funny. And my cousin is playing wii jumping around nearly hitting the tv and shaking the whole apartment. I can't believe the 10th floor hasn't complained yet.
HAHA it's funny bc bryan and i torture him. we fake the ds he wants to play is out of power. and he says the stupidest htings.
Ahh well plans always turn out to be just plans and no action. Lately, I've been too tired to write about the day. What i can remember from the past 4-5 days is SOGO is the best, uhh there are a lot of cuties here, hm the night markets suck now, jing bao shan is the best place to be buried, uhh la la mountain is so cool like literally cool since it's so humid in taipei, and the houses here look so poverish...
The news say a typhoon is coming up. hajsdsajdksading scared.