ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about
Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
9.30.2007, 9:47 PM
GRRR my mouth hurts. i htink i ate too much :)
9.28.2007, 7:32 PM
222 POSTS! :) WOAH! I think that's special. LALALAA.
Mrs. herzog had the class sing happy bday ato me. she's awesome!
, 3:57 PM
BDAYS are the best ever! Thank you guys for making it so memorable!! :D Not much more to say. I updated xxaaangaaa.
9.27.2007, 10:55 PM
What I dislike about a day before your bday is that you think that after your bday is over, you have to wait a whole yr for your bday to come again.. but still. celebrating is WAY TOO MUCH FUN! :]]
9.24.2007, 10:12 PM
SEPT 24 is my bro's bday :)
lalalala
You are my everything..
Find me here
And speak to me
I want to feel you
I need to hear you
You are the light
That's leading me to the place
Where I find peace again
You are the strength
That keeps me walking
You are the hope
That keeps me trusting
You are the light to my soul
You are my purpose
You're everything
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
You calm the storms
And you give me rest
You hold me in your hands
you won't let me fall
You still my heart
When you take my breath away
Would you take me in take me deeper now
And how can I stand here with you
And not be moved by you
Would you tell me how could it be
Any better than this
9.22.2007, 9:33 PM
Tree Hill is just a place somewhere in the world. Maybe it's a lot like your world, maybe it's nothing like it. But if you look closer, you might see someone like you. Someone trying to find their way. Someone trying to find their place. Someone trying to find their self. Sometimes it seems like you are the only one in the world who's struggling, who's frustrated, unsatisfied, barely getting by. But that feeling's a lie. And if you just hold on, just find the courage to face it all for another day, someone or something will find you and make it all okay. Because we all need a little help sometimes-someone to helps us hear the music in their world, to remind us that it won't always be this way. That someone is out there. And that someone will find you.( Lucas Scott ; One Tree Hill )
9.21.2007, 5:24 PM
yea! it's friday and on sunday diamond bar friends are coming over. goooood times. 8)
9.19.2007, 10:12 PM
Overall, today was actually a pretty fun day. LOL Tons of things happened today. A ton o hilarious things. 8th graders are cuhhhhrazy. I wonder if we were ever that crazy. HAHAA. Sex of course is a common topic between them. Ahh well kinda typical. BIO Test. I failed. And after school, orch, and then alg 2 class. quite amusing. Today was a good day. I can't wait til SEPTEMBER 23rd when karen, brigette, and brandon will come over and we'll relive the good times... gooddd times 8] that's what life's all about.. and LIFEHOUSE of course. love their songs.
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything.. everything
You're all I want
You're all I need
You're everything...
9.17.2007, 5:47 PM
From good fun weekends to horrible days to picturing a horrible week. I've always told myself that even under the worst circumstances, you can always make it better, not by really doing anything, but changing the whole perspective of the situation. In fact, the main reason I created this blogspot and blogged in it for me, was so maybe if I blogged things out, I could see things from a different perspective and feel welll better of course. But man, this is a really bad weeeeek. God after a good weekend, I guess this is what I get. Lol I always tell myself that if naything good happens to me, a bad thing will follow right after it, and yes that is true. FOR ALL CASES. ): srsly. Ahh I've been failing everything this year. It all started with publications, then the grad speech, then collins wh class, then guild auditions, then the stupid guest performance, then delicined letters from pacific and claremont. oh what the hay! I dont care anymore ):< And my mom keeps telling me that the Great Wall of China wasn't completed until the 10th try or w/e. i'm not sure about the # bc my chinese is horrible.. buttttt..TOMORROWS A LATE START ;)
And we have that stupid my antonia essay test tomorrow, and i have to read myths, and the stupi d biuo test on wed, and the only subj i'm liking are french and alg 2. unbelievable. but it's only bc i got 17/17 on the quiz + 3 extra credit. ._. and that good thing was followed bya bad thing. t hat letter. ): GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAddddddd
9.16.2007, 9:03 PM
When was the last time we had a weekend of this? Blisssss. It was more like one saturday since mom made me play double piano/cello on sunday. -__-. but it was worth it for sure!! FELICIA, JONATHAN, & RYAN went malling at brea on saturday and felicia and i got jonathan and ryan to wear girl clothes at j. crew our fav store of course. we shopped til we drop at abercrombie and j. crew and a&F. ohhh that was tiiight. and we had california pizza kitchen for dinner. YUMMMmmYYYYYYYY. I want to rewind the weekend all over again.
and tomoor w another week begins. gaad. haha you know on saturday i suddenly woke up at 5:30 am with my glasses on with my book in my hands. must have fell asleep while reading. O_o that is so weird. and then i thought tomorrow was a school day so i sent my cell phone alarm. so stupid of me..
ahh well emmys are stilll oN!!!
9.14.2007, 7:20 PM
Let's see if i can remember anything about the past 2 wks... haaha doubt it, but i'll try..
Hmm. Well i must say there are a lot of times when i called high school hell school and it really sucks with everything going around. But I guess the fun times make up for it. (: Like the time w/ "dumbshit" during bio class or during orch today with all the assumptions of gay people and having fun, or the time in english class when mythology seemed like the most complicated thing, or during french when we had to slap ourselves and our partners, or during p.e. coming up with the schemes to not swim and "pretend" to use the restroom or me trying to dry out my hair all the time.. or that time we just slapped e/o just because. or just because we're all friends and best buds so we know we can joke around with each other. omg and especially during lunch. this week was mixing food last week was putting food into people's lockers and singing and joking and making fun of people. ahh well.. best friends mean the world to me.
FRESHMAN YR MINUS THE CLASS EQUALS FUN FUN FUN.
9.13.2007, 11:18 PM
Work, plans, and prepping for performances overpowers desires. :[ gahhh
9.10.2007, 10:45 PM
I swear i'll update tomorrow. :(
well it really doesn't matter, but it's kinda fun
9.07.2007, 8:10 PM
Way too many things happened this week. An up and down week. But admist it all, it was a pretty good week. lol.
Exactly how many million schedule changes can a person get? Soo i got switched to herzog. pretty awesome. she;s so cool. 8)
hmmm i forgot what i was oging to type. bc mom made me practice piano for an hour. i was oging to write a lot of useless stuff, but that'll have to waittill tomorrow since i can't think.
9.03.2007, 8:02 AM
Times like these, a rant will help.
Frosh yr really sucks. seriously.
Asides from schoolwork and the worst high school on earth, homelife couldn't get any better. High school is super crowded, and it's really hot outside and you ahve to stand to eat lunch and the lunch lines are a mnillion miles long and if you're lucky you'll get your lunch when the bell rings. You have to make a million trips to your locker and at the end of the day, you always end up forgetting to bring something home. It just sucks.
The people there aren't so nice, but w/e but you still can't see half of your friends and it's been a week... wthhhhhhhh
At home things aren't better. Why did I agree to play pieces tht are impossible to memorize now? The schumann papillons, yeah? 12 movements and it's like 15 pgs? whaaaaaaat and the shostakovich prelude uhh impossible to memorize. it's random notes. and the beethoven sonata pathetiqueee what it needs to be ready in a month?! and the chopin etude for CM exams, i have to start nowww? And the rachimanoff polichinelle has to be ready by CM?! that's wayy to much memorizing.
And cello, psyo auditions this thursday and my excerpts really suck. as do the solo. And chinese sat II test in november?! HELPPP and PSAT/SAT next yr? whattt/ and bio is so confusing i don't get a thingg. and english class just sucks. and math class sucks too. only french class is sane. And I haven't even chatted with good ole friends for the longest timeeeeeeeeeeeeee. whyyy. i can't even get on AIM for 20 min straight. labor day is going ot be pretty ironic. gtg play piano now. fun...
