ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
1.28.2008, 11:20 PM
secret of the century; i cry every school day bc i can't get over the past. and i don't know what to do.
i don't think i'll ever get over middle school.
1.20.2008, 10:31 AM
life really is a never ending roller coaster.
I AM SO MAD. :( Friday was super fun. and friday night too with the FAB4. But everywhere is hell. I don't get it. Fianls are over. You're supposed to be having fun. And alll my mom does is go like, "michelle what are you doing? no wonder you got a B in math and english. You don't prepare ahead of time. AY! STOP GOOFING AROUND. GO play your piano and cello." *start death stare* WTH!!!! Unless i'm playing piano cello or doing hw she won't be satisfied no matter if it is a holiday or not. Like yesterday, I mean winter break was fun compared to school days cause i could wake up at 8, watch soome tv eat some breakfast and play piano and all that sahjkdhsak and then talk on the phone when my parents weren't home and watch some more dvds and go hang out (sometimes). My parents really don't care about my feelings. and I most definitely mean that. Everyday from school, I'd be tired and in the worst mood ever and the car drive home would be silent. not even a how was your day? everytime a friend comes over and we watch a little tv and she gets all crazed up about it. ASHJKDSADHSKAD(@#290137298346ysidgfjsdhfgjhfg, i am so tired of all this.
WHAT THE HELL AM I DOING HERE THEN?!
WHY THE HELL DO I GO TO SCHOOL?
WHY ?
I don't know. And i will never know.
1.17.2008, 5:11 PM

"You seem so out of context,
in this gaudy apartment complex.
A stranger with your door key,
explaining that I'm just visiting.
And I am finally seeing
why I was the one worth leaving."
1.16.2008, 10:03 PM

XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:08 PM): suicidal
XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:10 PM): suidcial
XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:16 PM): when the finals are overr
MIchelle x0xlIN (9:59:18 PM): partayyy!
XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:31 PM): oh all these damnnnnnn fiinallllsss
XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:38 PM): they dont ever give u crapp
XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:51 PM): they make u suicidal suicidal when it comes to finalllssss
XomG iTz daRrEnX (9:59:59 PM): by sean kingston- ft darren
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:00:00 PM): :)
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:00:08 PM): lmao. i'd buy that song
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:00:26 PM): shiettt hellla yea
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:01:01 PM): so what subj are you on now?
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:02:36 PM): SCIENCe!
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:02:40 PM): i still hav2 more after
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:07:34 PM): oh SNAP!
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:26 PM): mhm
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:27 PM): fuck
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:30 PM): ing
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:32 PM): bit
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:33 PM): ch
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:35 PM): god
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:36 PM): dam
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:37 PM): n
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:10:38 PM): it
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:32 PM): om
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:33 PM): fg
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:34 PM): fi
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:35 PM): nals
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:36 PM): are
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:36 PM): a
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:37 PM): fuck
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:38 PM): ing
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:41 PM): bi
MIchelle x0xlIN (10:11:42 PM): tch
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:11:46 PM): yes
XomG iTz daRrEnX (10:11:53 PM): imma cry michelle
1.15.2008, 7:45 PM

Talk about a cliffhanger. FINALS START TOMORROW then 4 day weekend! WOOT
ENG: 83.4% goal: solid B
ALGII: 86.9 goal: 98 on final to get an A
CADD: 105.3% lmao goal: to fail. which is impossible since i don't have a final for CADD
PE: iono
FRENCH: 96
BIO: 89.9% rofl. must get an A on final
damn damn damn damnit orch. prob C. wth cheapo smart music which i finallly ordered after i got mad bc i had to pay for shipping 5.95. -_- and the CD doesn't come til next week. GOD I HATE ORCH W/ A PASSION.
1.07.2008, 8:15 PM
MMMmmmMM. pasta.
1.04.2008, 10:36 PM

the rain. so peaceful. :] good things come to good people. ha!
the flaw: the rain sounds like bullets in my room.
, 4:52 PM

I guess in the end, everything will come back, so we might as well just face the facts now or let it t/haunt is until it is dealt with. I guess winter break, i just didn't want to do anything. i figured i've done enough during the school year. screw it, it's break. might as well enjoy it. i really haven't studied for my finals. all i've done is shopping, shopping, shopping, cm exams, practice piano/cello, and chatted way too much on aim.
wow. i screwed up another year.. and it's just hte beginning.
I guess finals aren't the end of the world, but still this is a pretty lousy start.
1.03.2008, 7:10 PM

"there's nothing like a steaming cup of hot cocoa with a side of addicting cable that can't solve anything" def. applied to my day. boring is all i can say.
wow. i never realized i oculd miss my bro. lmao. and i keep eating chocolate because it's just soo delicious, creamy, and nutty in the middle :) ahh. i don't want to go to the ortho tomorrow. god or the dentist. the wait time is unbelievable. seriously. damn it. i don't want to spend my morning cleaning my teeth and doing a checkup. o_O Modelthon on vh1 is the only thing that keeps me entertained, but of course my mom hates me watching it bc she believes it's "a waste of time" but then again what kind of tv isn't a waste of time? even so, theory isn't entertaining to me.. i wonder why. i mean who cares about modulation, how many voices re in a fugue, where the stretto is or the parts of a sonata? god i hate these tests. :( and i still haven't managed to study alg. 2 , i'm going to be soo behind on jan. goddamnit i don't ever want to go back to schoool. you can't make me! ;oo
on a happier note, japanese cakes and cookies taste even more delicious thann chocolate. omggggg i can't beleive i just typed that. =O
god i love taiwanese food.