ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
4.25.2008, 7:01 PM

TGIF. it's been a hell of a week. realy. it has. no hang out i guess since 2/3 of us are PRACTICING for los angeles. so saturday i'll be tutoring during the 1st half of the afternoon. then orange county the whole sunday :) including south coast. nothing can cheer me up like south coast does.
"look at a day when you are supremely satisfied at the end. it's not a day when you lounge around doing nothing; it's when you've had everything to do, and you've done it."
as long as it's you saying it, it doesn't matter how slowly you say it; i'll still listen. if you can't talk over the phone then i'll come to see you, just like this. if you want to walk, no matter how slow or how far it'll be, i'll walk with you.
only time will determine when and how you're going to move on. sure, it might not be right away like you want it to be, but eventually one day you'll wake up and realize that somewhere along the way, that piercing feeling you've always felt inside your chest faded and went away while you were too busy living life to notice.
4.23.2008, 9:42 PM

swoosh, t's almost 10. yea, cool sound effects. And like a typical teen procrastinating is my area of expertise. So, everything's a rush., and quite bluirry. Late starts. Have i mentioned them before? Oh yeah, countless times.
the downs today, Oh my, english. It kills me straight through my torn hearat . Oh aAROMEAOOA, agh 89. yay. and 88 in bio. yayayaya. freaking band concert tomorrow. what a waste of time. we shouldn't be FORCED to go as part of our grade. this is not freaking music anymore. it's BS. freaking teacher better be glad that orch is like 99% asian which means our parents care baout our grades, thus making us care baout our grades, so in the end, we still buy those tickets. and freaking orch concert on may 22nd. what a horrible day. that's my fav cousin's BDAY, you AHOLES >:( I hate school more than i hate backstabbers. and bad days. and bad food. and bad people all combined together! SO That's A LOT OF HATE.
The ups, the ups.
Maybe we'll fishin it started with a kiss on sATURDAY. i ate hagen diaz today and it was GOOOD. andand on top model lauren got booted, AND i'm watching 27 dresses again. yaaaay.
i love how the downs totally dominate the ups, the ups.
Yea, up up and away. SCHOOL YEAR IS ALMOST ENDING. please&thank you.
yea this entry is disoriented.
shaboom, shabooom. I feel so confused right now.
the good, the bad, the worse the worser, and the WORSEST.
4.21.2008, 10:09 PM
School is nonsense. Working at Kaiser and getting free lunch is non-nonsense. :[ GARHjekresrkjsdjklsd.
4.18.2008, 11:11 PM
4.17.2008, 10:15 PM
Crazy. Crammed. Out of breath. Rushed. Afterschool trips to Anaheim are very time consuming, but Kaiser is so welcoming and I know volunteering there will be effortless, in a way that the time passes by so fast, that 4 hours will seem like 4 minutes. I get trained on SUNDAY. and i got my NAME BADGE. it's the coolest thing ever. It has a pic of me and my name and it says VOLUNTEER. :] And I get free lunch when i go work. Harharhar. Good food is all I need to keep me happy. And TODAY , i got the bottom mold and i'm getting my bottom braces off in TWO WEEKS. I can't wait til May 1st.
So screw state testing.
I'm hungry. And i have a ton of hw to finish up. Later
4.13.2008, 7:32 PM

NOOO. id ont' want to go back. :[ garhjasdhl394w911
4.08.2008, 5:52 PM

i'm up for SPRINGBREAK. so far it's been
BRAWLIN'
SLEEPIN' IN
TUTORIN'
PRACTICIN'
PROJECTIN'
DRAMA RERUNIN'
HANGIN' IN
ENJOYIN'
4.04.2008, 6:19 PM
SERIOUSLY, spring BREAK dude!
i'm tired of getting mad and sad over everything. i'm through with it. hopefully, this spring break will be normal. i love how vacas turn out so horribly wrong. every time. every year.
TO DO's-
1. ENG romeo and juliet
2. cst's practice tests
3. tutor piano/alg I
4. review alg II standards
5. get a freaky crazy scary shot for health test. :(((
6. finsih up it sealed with a kiss?
7. plans, plans, plans.
8. waht?
9. prep for audition in may
10 prep for guild auditions in june
11. hang out with coolio foolio people
12. i'm tired of this.