ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
5.27.2008, 8:43 PM
end of the year blues:
finals, borderline grades, presentations, memorizing 10 pieces, going crazy, wasting time at 7th per, ditching class, feeling lost, etc etc
5.22.2008, 10:13 PM

So hail is definitely the highlight of my week (when was the last time we saw hail?!), and imagining cupcakes w/ josephine, describing them with a billion adjectives and crying afterwards.
i'll write this weekend, tres tired.
SYTYCD for the summer :)
VIVA LA VIDAAAA
5.17.2008, 11:24 AM
WEEKEND work brings even more WORK later. I do like my job, really i do. I get to take some time off and just enjoy music, but I admit, it's hard balancing everything. It's like balancing yourself on a thin rope that might just snap any moment. So for this weekend, i have to stay in the zone. LA auditions tomorrow 45 miles away!. hopefully things will go smoothly. But i guess i handle rejection well (not really), so I'm sorta indifferent about it. and the plus is that the westfield century city complex is 8 miles away, and we all know what that means..
5.11.2008, 5:21 PM

confession #12324343;
even if i never have to worry about 1/1237842308432 of the things 1/2 of the world is worrying about, i admit, most days are absolutely miserable. i try bc i've learned not to take anything for granted. the ups in life go by and in a blink of an eye, a millisecond, it's gone, and we're back to the beginning.
5.06.2008, 5:16 PM

Isnt the weather just grand?
So keep looking up, on past the birds
And keep looking up past the clouds
And when you reach up and clear away the stars
I will be there where you are
5.02.2008, 10:33 PM
MIN day today at last. sso serena's cool mom gave us a ride home back to anne's where we had yummy lunch and watched it started with a kiss. it's getting goooood. but i had to leave at 5ish for cello lessons, whcih sucked bc my mom arrived at the good part, and technically we were doing a french project, so i couldn't say 5 more minutes? so i guess, better luck next time. tres fun, and i am officially on a cliffhanger.
i tutored vanessa today. that girl is a musical genius, she does not need my help, but we have fun. :) it's so easy tutoring her. haha i'm tutoring andrew tomorrow.
and i'm piled with homeowkr.
what a fun weekend i'm oging ot have.