ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
9.28.2008, 10:22 PM

POST #333
Kaitlyn
DUDE HAPPY FREAKING BIRTHDAY !
:]
Kaitlyn is online.
Kaitlyn: life moveson yup?
Sent at 8:50 PM on Sunday
Kaitlyn: interesting...
Michelle
thank you thank you! =)
Kaitlyn
OH NOW YOU REPLY
I GOTTA get you gour gifft
Michelle
lol you mean phelps?
Kaitlyn
SOMETHING very close to that
dude i'd so buy him
:]
and then we can SHARE
Michelle
dibs on weekends!
hahaha jk
Kaitlyn
hahahahaha :]
too bad he's liek in michigan or something
Felix: HAPPY BIRTHDAY LABBALABBALOOLOO WICKIWICKIPOWWOW KAKALAMASKA BUBBACHALUBBA / 'W00TW00T
9:48 PM me: haha thank you =) nice song lol
Felix: lol actually those were either passwords or characters names for my maplestory accounts =]9:49 PM
me: hacking timeee
Felix: lol yea that's why i haveso many characters hacking is too fun so how'd you spend your bday?
me: i actually went to orch rehearsal today,, lol and i watched tivo and
9:51 PM i didn't study for chem yay
Felix: good game so what's on our test tomorrow?
me: idk, bc i didn't study
9:52 PM Felix: lol fiiine
me: haha just know solbulity rules and the stuff on the study guide that's a lotta stuff though
9:53 PM Felix: solubility rules? eff that
9:55 PM me: wow, so hardcore
Anne: HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY MICHELLE!!!!9:05 PM YOU'RE the MOST AWESOMEST FRIEND EVER and I had a GREAT TIME AT YOUR PARTAY!!!! so don't feel bad ok? your party was off the hook! see? i even turned a little 'gangsta' for you
Matthew
hah u replied fast xP
Matthew is online.
Michelle
yes, it's my birthday and i decided not to study for any tests
HAHA
Matthew
XD good luck on ur tests then
Michelle
thanks, haha but i'll need a miracle
Matthew
u have ur birthday miracle, i guess.
ur b-day luck will give u like i dunno
...
a good grade :]
Bummed at first, but today was very unexpected, and somehwat fun. LOL. orchestra rehearsal wasn't too bad. everyone sang happy birthday =) haha and the phone calls and voicemails were very amusing, and interesting, ROFL. so thank you, thank you.
and in the end, i guess the endings are the only things that really count
, 7:28 AM


Happy birthday. =)
post #332, close enough
that coupon made me smile.
off to rehearsal later.
"at least it wasn't your 16th bday"
9.27.2008, 11:11 PM

4 became 3, 3 became 2, and 2 became 1.
seriously, what was i thinking? i've got to learn that if i expecting too much, will just lead to a bigger disappointment. okay, so serena didn't even show and i kept on getting these mysterious calls from her. her mom even called me like at 6 and explained that serena didn't go bc she couldn't wake up from her nap? and i got the picking up hanging up thing from her. o_o okay, so eagle eye is freaking awesome, but then tiff had to go to the concert early and she never came back for cake. i apparently am not a good planner. i see the irony in life. in fact, the highlight of today was probably going to cvs pharmacy flipping through magazines, while waiting for the pizzas. at least my bro had fun. at least all of his friends came. this was not my worst bday in fact. oh, i've had worse. like that time... oh never mind.
oh well, better luck next year.
two amigos right there..
9.24.2008, 10:22 PM

ASHDJASDLJASD that cake was good. SO problem solved, problem solved.
i forgot to type about my packed packed day!! 2 tardies, 3 classes, freaking awesome!! HAHA.
"you know if the tardy bell rang, you'd look like a dork trying to run to class." Yea and that's exactly what i did. HAHA SOO, durign the 15 min passing period, chatting chatting, eating goldfish, and a lot of people were still out, so i figured there was time, lol. daniel was there walking with me, and the bell rings, so i instantly run to class, so lamee. haha and the best thing is, my teacher didn't even count the tardy, cause later she was reading how many tardies each person got, michelle=0, lol and i sit in the back, hell yeah! and then at lunch, serena and i lost track of time, harharhar, and when i got to my locker, the bell rang, it was so funny, serena was screaming and we were both running in flop flips.
so let's just leave this day , on a high note! ;)
THIS IS SO EXCITING! :
http://www.movietickets.com/house_detail.asp?house_id=4284&rdate=9%2F27%2F2008DARK KNIGHT is still IN?!
, 3:48 PM

cause i can hardly see what's in front of me these days,,,
dizzier and dizzier i get until i can taste the salt. complications, and more complications. is it really that hard to set one day of a whole entire year for someone? Really, is it that hard?
Things really couldn't get any worse when my mom mentions she has to do an open house on the 27th! And then she had the nerve to ask me that she can talk to one of my friend's mom into sending us to the theater. REALLY, who does that? NO ONE. it's rude. i give up in trying to plan this. in the end, we're just all way too busy people with uptight asian parents. and NO ONE WILL PICK up. really, i'm sick of trying. i'm sick of trying to ignore everything, because i in the end, it doesn't even matter what you thought. in fact, i just paused there and talked to my mom and what happened? she blew up at me. we kind of blew up at each other. i really don't care anymore. at one point, it mattered to me. because we are the best of friends, but we just show up at school, laugh laugh laugh, do stupid things, complain and make fun of school, but everything goes wrong. with everything, i'm sick of even trying. i'm just plain SICK of EVERYTHINGG. eveyrthing;s like clashing and mixing but it's like the horribly bad clash kind of clash.
and today's my brother's birthday which makes this the saddest thing of all. and i'm not even typing this really for any reason, just for venting's sake.
Happy birthday, bryan.
why?
p.s. the first time i tried to upload that pic, it failed. this is really telling me something now. or maybe my internet just sucks. yea, my internet just sucks
9.21.2008, 8:10 PM

"you type a lot of hahas when you chat and sometimes you when you type HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA i can picture you rofl, HAHA, rofl"
weekend wrapup:
1. 17283213 line chats 24/7
2. procrastinating!!
3. poking fun around at layo, mainly at ______
4. planning, planning planning for bday weekend
5. COUGHING COUGHING COUGHING H20, H20, H2OO
6. TiVO tIvO tIVo
7. limewire, limewire, limewire
8. super long car rides to downtown l.a. in a PRIUS!!
9. eating desserts on SUNDAEE
10. waking up super early to go to the hospital aon saturday
11. Sneezing LOUDLY 24/7
12. sniff, sniff sniff, the weekend's too short
and for awhile, i couldnt find my phone.. o_o HHAA then it was right under this pile of papers.
I wish for a miracle, IE: GETTING BETTER
WE're going to go watch EAGLE EYE on the 27th! :D PSYCHED!
9.20.2008, 5:48 PM
cause i can hardly see what's in front of me these days
i'm sick of being sick
i'm sick of sneezing, sick of pills, sick of lying around like a dead body. sick of coughing, sick of everything. sick of not being able to concentrate for more than 15 min, sick of eating chicken noodle soup, sick of not having fun.
i can't wait until next weekend. i just hope i'm not sick for my bday!!
BDAYS are #1 priority!!
CAKES =) Maybe an ice cream cake from coldstone's?
AHH
gtalk with the fab4, just like the good ole days!!
I better get better before the 28th!!
9.19.2008, 10:59 PM
typing typing typing before i knock out.
LOL so i took this pill yesternight and of course i told my dad i got sick from school, cause i really am sick of school. hes like NOO you just sleep too late. and iw anted to say, well i sleep late bc of school. but really there is no point so i just shrugged it off. and 2 hours later, the room was spinning, spinnning in circles so i went to sleep at 10!! YEA! MAJOR ACCOMPLISHMENT!
just so dead. i wish i went to tonight's football game but no one else wanted to go. o_o
later, gator
9.16.2008, 11:11 PM

wasting time takes a lot of talent. believe me it does. oh no, chem test, chem test. chem class is just stupid. no it's more than stupid. it's very stupid. :[[ except for labtime today. ahaha like what if you dump all the chemicals in the grass and then this animal comes along and eats the grass and it turns into like this mutated animal. HAHA like in the simpsons movie. OKAY so i admit the other people wer elike, wtf michelle, are you high? but anyhow, wow my lab partner is crazzyy! =)
ashldasdasding sick!!
lalala. today was uneventful. no phone calls. : yes, i live for my phone. it's pretty sad actually. you know depending life on technology. oh dear, at driving to school in 4 cars.. lalallalaa
we're going to own in badminton tomorrow. LOLLOLLOL not. freaking 27th come already!
the up: NEW TV =) but that's cause our old 27180234 yr old box of a tv is outdated by 27830123213 yrs "ohmyfrekaing god. you don't do anything and you got an
f!@#$ing tv?" "bitch pleaseeee."
i like japanese candy. strawberry and green apple
VIVA LA FEVERRR
ok byee
9.13.2008, 11:07 PM

Dsays:
LOL!
ELLEHCIM NIL says:
LOL
ELLEHCIM NIL says:
are you from jamaica. cause you're ja makin me crazy. HAHAAAAAA
Darren says:
HAHA
Dsays:
are u a parking ticket?
D says:
cuz u got FINE FINE FINE written ALL OVER U!
Dsays:
ahahaha
ELLEHCIM NIL says:
do you have a bandaid? because i just scraped my knee falling for you
ELLEHCIM NIL says:
ahaha
D says:
AHAHAHAHAH
D says:
AHAHAHAHAH
Darren says:
its ok
D says:
I listen to ur heart beat, cuz it plays my ffavorite song
ELLEHCIM NIL says:
HAHA that's a good one! IF i could rearrange the alphabet, i'd put U and I together
D says:
if you were a pokemon card, i would NEVA trade you
D says:
HAHAHA
ELLEHCIM NIL says:
LMAO, ahhaa i have no more lame pickup lines.
9.11.2008, 5:31 PM

Last night I fell in love without you
The stars at night aren't as big and bright
As you make them out to be
And every aching wound
will cauterize and bruise
In memory of what we used to call in love
And only time will tell if violins will swell
In memory of what we used to call in love
In memory of when we used to call it love
Fridayyys! = being hopeless, and trying not to procrastinate. this weeken'd s goign to fly! LAYO, and back to kaiser and chem test coming up.
i miss everythinggggggggggggg. especailly the past.
9.10.2008, 11:05 PM

we've got 4 minutes to save the world!
extended lunch should be everyday, really it should. but everything that should be isn't. everything that could be will never be and everything that is, pretty much sucks.
so we're all getting sick, literally and figuratively, and it all goes back to school.
CACA. just so much CACA.
i can't wait for the 27th! BDAY WEEKEND =)
plus the new tivo is pretty awesome
EQU FOR FUN: Wii + TIVO + MOVIES + GOOFING OFF + BAKING + PRANK CALLS + SCREAMING AND LAUGHING OUR HEADS OFF = once in a lifetime chance. there's 4 of us, which means 4 extra special outings a year. and that's not a lot. lol,
layo starts this sunday. yay or nay? tiff & i will find out pretty soon, but hopefully yay bc driving there is like you can buy a pair of shoes with that money, haha.
LOOKING FORWARD to sept 26 (MIN DAY!), 27, 28th!, oct 31st!, nov. 19!, DEC 25
Caption for pic: asian REBELS
long long long way to go.
9.08.2008, 10:56 PM

Working hard, working hard, maybenot.
LUNCH TIME is definitely FUN time . From Mr. Barney to the lowdown on everything, no matter how useful or useless. From complaining and whining to craughing and going crazy. You can't speell lunch without the UN in FUNN. :)
9.02.2008, 7:29 PM

HUNGARy, hungry, oh so hungry.
officially trapped in my own house on asian terms. o_o
this yeaer is very different, but in a good way. i have learned to tone down on the procrastination. and i have met some bombdiggity people.
The down side. this is so CACA. CHEMISTRY is so CACA
Then everything is planned on the wron gdays. my birssday is very special to me, hahahahahaa. and i have rehearsal on that day? and then i have a chem test the next day? and the benefit concert is on the 27th? RESCHEDULE PLEASE. hm the only good is the 26th is a MIN DAY, maybe some lunch plans.
"high five. we fly high."
GOSSIP GIRL last night or this afternoon was AMAZING. DRAMA DRAMA DRAMA, just bc i don't have any drama in my life. AND WIPEOUT is my new fav show!