ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
12.31.2008, 11:12 PM

gooooodbye '08! bring in the new year! SERIOUSLY. ;) A new year calls for new resolutions that never get resolved.
SOOO this is the new year! DCFC
fun times, good times, goood food, yeupp
blog more next year!
12.28.2008, 8:19 PM

these past few days have been fanfreakingtastic! AMAZING, AWESOME, and totally unproductive, on the homework part anyways.
On christmas, OHH i'm so thankful really, with everything i've received. i'm so glad i gave a lot so i don't feel guilty ;) MMM, green cashmere scarf, a spiffy watch, a freaking awesome MICHIGAN hoodie, dvd's !, GIFT CARDS!, cute cute moccasins, boots, cute paul frank shirt, a bright pink madewell scarf that i wore today =)
and brandon brigette karen came over! and we watched dark knight, hahaha and made of honor! and the guys actually watched with us!! eating 3 course meals and chilling, because we see eachother like once a year!! =( so we're invitingthem over for new year's, don't know if they'll be able to come.
26th: malling at south coast plaza! BRYAN came with, finally, and i spent a fortune and i'm so broke!! i seriously am such a spender, it's really sad actually. i can blow off like 200$ in 2 hours
haha but it was fun, and hey, 'tis the season!
27th: rose parade decorations with ashley, nicole, celestine, crystal, bryant. etc etc. WOW we are such slackers, we went to the playground! with the evil barney, making up stupid stories and making up excuses, and we got yelled at. ahaa then we started making fun of our supervisor. wow, we are really bad. :) hahaha it was really tiring and ashley was our paparazzi and at the very end we just took pics with the sculptures and with the USC sign! YEAA! 'SC!
EHH and today i went to brea to return unwanted xmas gifts and to relieve myself of debt. nordstrom cafe is oh so yummy, and my bro ditched me to go with his stupid friends to go play vid games on sunset vista. boo, what a whore. ;)
winter break is likeee half over. TIME MACHINE, please.
12.24.2008, 5:39 PM

'twas the night before christmas,
FELICIA'S HOUSE WAS CUHHRAZYY! :) actually, i'm surprised we even made it out alive and didn't burn her house down!hhaa crazy chris with his halloween stories and laughing til it hurts. wow, nothing can beat this!
so it's christmas tomorrow, and old family friends are coming over. i can't wait.
Schedule planning is so hardddddddddd,,
the down for tomorrow, is that after it ends, it won't come back for another year. it's like birthdays, you're excited and you're sad at the same time ;o
Happy pre-chrismukkah! =)
12.23.2008, 11:43 PM

a lot's been happening , but it's not hte same as it used to be...
12.22.2008, 3:35 PM
'tis the season
it's that time of year again
of giving, of loving, of baking, of cooking, of shopping, of all that good stuff plus so much more.
so my mom, my hero, has taught me so much. admist all her asian mom craziness, she's my life savior. "just be the better person" so what if i spent so much $ on gifts, half expecting for something in return, but most of my friends don't work like i do. i must say i make pretty good income. well anyways, it's always better to give than to recieve. the gift of friendship, anyways is priceless. 99.999% of the time, i feel way closer to my friends anyways.
12.21.2008, 10:51 PM


OMG, beach day with my homie! =)
So we took off aorund 9 am in the morning, so freaking early, and then we drove to HUNTINGTON beach where we first went to kohl's and got matching t-shirts! and went up and down the ELEVATOR bc that kohl's was freaking humongo! We goofed around some more and then went to Hotel Huntington beach where we ate brunch for 2 hours! OMG the food is amazing! I ate a bunch of scrambled eggs, french toast, chocolate cake, marshmellows, yummy chicken, etc. haha aand there were CHRISTMAS trees everywhere! and we were watching the football game on the awesome tv, wow new england so totally owned arizona and it was snowing like cuhrazy! haha and we missed arizona's ONLY touchdown. lol lol.
HAHA and then we went to JAMBA JUICE and got yummy juice! MANGO-AGO-GO! and we coulda gotten a free drink cept serena was too honest and said that she didn't order it, lol. haha and we went to check out the g1 and the samsung behold, SWEET!
and we drove to huntington beach where we walked on the pier looking at hot surfer guys! AND we took crazy pics at the beach, writing messages in the sand, until it was dark and time to go
and we headed back to eat korean bbq, YUMMY
in the end we learned: too much juice makes you hiccup, never EVER eat your food you get when you're getting your food at the buffet, always bring napkins, duck and cover when birds come at you!, it can take 3 hours to eat, serena eats A LOT!, good times, good food, good friends, that's all you need!, and guys only care about food, sleep and games, and girls, so why don't guys have sleepovers?!
HMMM, more tomorroww
12.20.2008, 11:51 PM
'tis the season
12.17.2008, 10:40 PM
the down:
if you made it a priority, i bet it could've happened. WTF, seriously. if you cared, you would make the time for it and just do it. instead, you back out at the last second. instead, you make one of the best days one of hte worst. instead, i'm left here to pick up the pieces.
AND why do you go around all innocent, asking for favors, criticizing me for hte LAMEST things. creating so much unnecessary drama. that's fucking bullshit right there.
and that's half of the story anyways,
12.14.2008, 10:54 PM


new year's resolution(s): TBC
it's that time of year again!
'tis better to give than to recieve. i've spent $350 on gifts! maybe one of my resolutions is to not be such a SPENDER!!
just one more flipping week! hanging in there
12.13.2008, 9:49 PM

CUHHRAZY GOOD WEEEKENDS!
hanging with the people who i haven't relaly talked this year, is fun fun fun! =) crazy ashley singing at the top of her lungs and celestine with crazy stalker profiles, and andrew with his perverted jokes, and nicole my gossip girl buddy! :)
you know those kind of laughter where you just have to shake your head around or lift your head up or you start walking around like a retard, yeapp, been there done that!
HAHA this morning was wow IT was WAY TOO FREAKING early in the morning!!, we got the wrong topic for MODEL un and the conference was really chillaxish, i mean well i guess it was because AUSTRA aka sonia and AFGHANISTAN aka trish were like laughing like crazy and laughter is really contagious, so we were all chillaxing and just made up stupid stuff. HAHA nad screaming at the top of our lungs!
likee seriously, we were really drunk since we felt all hung over. HAHA and saying FUCK every other word, and saying that we would just lie on the ground and start twitching and miss the voting portion because we drank too much beer! AND all of those "BITCH, PUHHLEASE" moments!!
"OMG you guys i can hear your laughter from all the way in the classroom!" and believe me, we were pretty far. HAHA drunk AUSSIES and drunk AUSTRIANS. :) MANN pure fun!
and in the end we started posing around the MODEL un poster of course cause that's what we MODEL delegates do best ;)
it's cooooold,
OH weekend, please don't end!!
12.11.2008, 11:46 PM
"it's so funny it hurts"
HM this is going to be a hell of a weekend, with no sleep of course. OMFG,
I love this song:
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I'll wait here forever just to, to see you smile
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
Through it all, I made my mistakes
I stumble and fall, but I mean these words
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
Thoughts read unspoken, forever in doubt
Pieces of memories fall to the ground
I know what I didn't have so, I won't let this go
'Cause it's true, I am nothing without you
All the streets where I walked alone, with nowhere to go
I've come to an end
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you don't know what you're looking to find
In front of your eyes, it falls from the skies
When you just never know what you will find (what you will find)
I don't want this moment to ever end
Where everythings nothing without you
I want you to know
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go (I want you to know)
With everything I won't let this go, these words are my heart and soul
I'll hold on to this moment you know, 'cause I'd bleed my heart out to show
And I won't let go
12.09.2008, 10:33 PM

not updating this actuallly means i'm doing something. WOW this weekend, driving driving driving, to anaheim :) and buying the xmas tree, and decorating, and waking up before 7 everyday, and top 25/100, baby! for winterfest. i HOPE i HOPE i HOPE for semifinalist for spotlight awards! but top 15 out of 300 o_o what are the chances, seriously?
bryan and i did these crazy cool reinactments of our winterfest experience, maybe i'll post them on fb, later
12.05.2008, 11:11 PM

audition in the music center was ashjdkasding amazing! (:
FRIDAY was insanity, but in a good way, kinda. twins with my best friend serena =) haha so we both had to leave early because she had ice skating rehearsal and i had that audition, lol, so we wore the same colors and the same ribbon in our hair! :) i just wish we could make personalized shirts, better luck next year. lol, SOO
i had to take my chem test first thing in the morning, then lame vocab/latin roots english test, and finally the math test, and i left ten minutes earlier, and it was def the worst i did on a math test, but i'm not too worried cause i have a solid A. hm, so i rushed out to the car, and the freaking gps approximated the arrival time to be 3:15. haha but then we hit the worst traffic on the 60. omg, and since we were headed for the music center near walt disney concert hall, we had to go on the 101, but the 60 doesn't connect to the 101 or something, and we ended up having to drive all the way to chinatown and then driving backwards towards Grand Ave. i was so mad and crazy nervous that i wasn't going to make my audition time, 3:45 and they would like disqualify me or something!! and my mom was talking away on her cell phone with this CRAZY STUPID agent who i can't even understand his english and he is SO DENSE, so i was so mad because i was afraid she'd miss an exit, or something cause that's what ALWAYS happens. she ends up talking to me or to someone on the phone and she misses the exit. HAHA so it was the WORST TRAFFIC ever, and then we FINAAAALLLLY arrived, and we were running around and we finally got to the check point area and the lady reassured us that some people didn't show and they were kinda behind schedule or something so it was alright. so the person after me went before me and then i went, and the warm up room had a frekaing steinway and I HATE steinway pedals because they are so HIGH! but thank goodness it was a yamaha piano in the audition room, and it was really awesome bc i'm used to it bc i play on a yamaha at home, lol so it was all CRAZY loud in there, and the judges were all realllly nice, :) they actually talked to me, unlike claremont, haha okay and so throughout the 10 min, i wasl ike : please od not let me make a mistake, or let them cut me off! HAHA, so i did the best i could, but 300 people are competiting for one title, so if i'm a semifinalist, i'll be HASJDASDING ASTONISHED/ECSTATIC! the down side, they choose 15 semifinalists, out of 300 people, all under the classical instrument, oh maaannn.,,,,,,,,,,,,,
and the way back was typical RUSH HOUR traffic, took us an hour and 30 min to get home, but all in all, it was an unforgettable experience!
WINTERFEST TOMORROW =(
I just hope to not be disappointed,
i really hate disappoints, relaly i do, but who doesn't. it's just that feeling that you worked so hard and you didn't get what you wanted.
12.04.2008, 11:04 PM
Felix
MICHELLEZ0RZ
Felix is online.
Felix
did you do 9 and 11 on the packet we worked on in class todayyyy?
snowydayinmichigan
yea man
Felix
how'd you do it
i do notta getta
snowydayinmichigan
i got eric to do it cause iono how to do it and he did dimensional analysis the whole thing, so:
19.3 mol/1 L solution x 1 L/1000 ml x 1 ml/1.53 g x 0.39979 g/1 mol solute
= 0.50
=50.5%
what i don't get it the 0.39979 g, i mean the molar mass of NaOH is 39.997
Sent at 10:39 PM on Thursday
Felix
what the effff
i hate math in chemistry
so much work to show
and then the way they say the problems is so confusing
snowydayinmichigan
i know right
do you know how to do the ppm? like # 13?
Felix
i haven't gotten that far yet
snowydayinmichigan
i wonder why..
Felix
i hate you
snowydayinmichigan
:(
Felix
aiya
how do you do 11, my best pal =]
Sent at 10:47 PM on Thursday
snowydayinmichigan
conver 96 g of H2SO4 to mol
then solve for L because you know M, so 18 = 0.9787/L, so L = 0.0543 L
D= m/v
=96 g/ 54.37 mL of solution
Felix
...
i hate my life.
Sent at 10:51 PM on Thursday
snowydayinmichigan
correction: you hate your life with chem ;)
Felix
correction: i hate michelle lin ;)
snowydayinmichigan
aww, i was your best pal and now i'm hated?
Felix
cause im bipolar..YOU GOT A PROBLEM?!?!?!
o im sorry i yelled at you, you're still my best friend..
BUT I STILL HATE YOU
but you've been so nice to me, so you're a good friend
snowydayinmichigan
wow that totally makes sense
Sent at 11:02 PM on Thursday
Felix
whoa :O
i clicked some random stuff and i got A for number 13
is it right?
snowydayinmichigan
mhm
Felix
w00t
snowydayinmichigan
you still got a long way to go haha
Felix
wow
why must you make that comment
snowydayinmichigan
i'm just telling you the truth and you gotta value the truth in a friend
:)
12.02.2008, 3:33 PM

i remember when serena texted me and was like "OMG Daniel Radcliffe smokes!!"
and you were like "are you sure she didn't say 'Daniel Radcliffe is smokin' ?"
TUESDAYS ARE ABSOLUTELY TERRRIFIC ! well at least this tuesday was! i didn't have to tutor andrew today so i got home early, yay for 6th grade camp. HAHA okay chem for like 2:30, mm not fun not fun, but i got stuck with the coolest people! What with the "so what if the shark chases you?!" or with the osmosis pressure, "OMG there's more than one PIE?!" "well duh, there's blueberry pie, apple pie, cherry pie." or the "OMG moment!!" You change your mind.. like a girl changes clothes, !! you're hot n your cold, you're yes and your no, you're in then your out, you're up and you're down!! :)
OR the polish stories with erica's family migrating to the u.s. or distracting our teacher to go off on many many tangents.
i fell asleep in that class! one down two to go!
SOOO during enrichment, wow the spitting is contagious! CHARADES?! YES OR NO?! HMMM, haha. almost late to class, and SOMEONE kept on scaring me, trying to say "OMG michelle you're going to be late for class" and making me run like a retard.
NEW QUOTE! "you don't eat to live. you live to eat!" so applies to me!
And in l'anglais, we watched animal farm, hmm talking animals, very nice. haaha the begining was freaking fanfunnytastic! HAHHAAH, wow is that BBQ sauce? WOW everything just looks so retarded! IT really was! and this whole time i thought squealer was a freaking mouse! turned out to be a pig,,
and i fell asleep in that class, surprise surprise, hahaha in fact everyone saw me fall asleep. i mean dark lights + boring movie + just ate a bunch of food = good night!
and i didn't fall asleep in french, lol
omg, MUN conference on 12/13 i got AUSTRALIA!!! AUSTRALIA! WHERE MY BFF LIVES DOWN UNDER!
HMMM friday audition for spotlight! and saturday ice skating! and sunday: stupid winter fest, wow this is going to be fun! MATH TEST TOMORROW AND FRIDAY! CHEM TEST FRIDAY, this week is pretty much going to suck....
I loove our "you just had to be there" momentst!
12.01.2008, 11:05 PM

HAHHA Translations, translations,
"You m-m-make me crazy!" "Tu m-m-make moi contente!"
DECEMBER BLUES. eighteen freaking days until freakingbreak!
OMFG, thanksfreakinggiving!
9 hour drive up there was fanfreakingtastic, not. lol okay enough with the freaks, -------
THANKS THANKS THANKS
san francisco was absolutely turkified, wii fit, batman begins, ghost hunters, safeway, ice cream, telephone, union square, crowded stores, antrhopologie, urban outfitters, hamburgers, 9 hour drives, battery dieing, settlers, AA&B, baby emily, chocolate covered almonds, oatmeal raisan cookies, banana bread, mashed potatoes, cold showers, procrastinating, and tons of fun fun fun.