ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
1.30.2009, 10:08 PM
WOW,
HMMMM
I relaly dunno what to type
but i gotta wake up at like 5 so i should go sleeeep
HMMM
blog more tomorrrrrow?
i miss those days.
1.25.2009, 12:32 AM

SURPRISE! YEAA!
haha so cousins over WOOOOT! PARTY OVER HERE! This day has been pure fun! except the math tutor part!
lol so mikey just has to scare me a bajillion times, and so he sent me to this cooking orientation i have to do, and it was relaly close nearby and then in the end, the orientation wasn't today, so we drove to stator bros to buy cupcakes to tell my mom how we baked cupcakes and to show her it, but really they were just store bought. HAHA Afuny huh? so we drove in his bright red chevy rental car that is like a tomato car!
=) my mom still doesn't know that they were store bought!
and we went to niko niko to eat some SUSHI! YUMMMMY x1000! and then likee i saw gio there, but iw asn't sure if it was him, haha he's so tall! talkign to him on aim now! ;D he talks about dance A LOT!
ok then, we were like, OMG let's watch madagascar 2, and we watched it
FREAKING HILARIOUS! HAHA and we played settlers, many rounds of settlers!
and andrew and alex came over and we played settlers, and i never won. haha and we ate this big ASIAN dinner rightt, and then we played settlers! WOOOOO. and then we played APPLES TO APPLES! HAHA CANDLES is CANDIES and GLUE IS very important. ;D HMM and then we played cranium and it was like an elementary school game.
and then the fun ended when they all had to leave. =( awww, well
it was fun while it lasted
and now i'm stuck with a pile of stupid chemistry hw. WTF right??
xGIOVANNI LEx (7:52:06 PM): i wonder who i saw at niko niko... >.>
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:37:03 PM): lol i wonder...
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:37:10 PM): i thought i saw you, but iw asn't sure
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:37:12 PM): lol
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:37:20 PM): you should of been like
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:37:23 PM): GIO GET YOUR BUTT OVER HERE
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:37:26 PM): lmaoo kidding =]
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:37:35 PM): dude you're so tall!
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:37:36 PM): lol
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:38:36 PM): haha really?
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:38:40 PM): why would you say that?
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:40:10 PM): lol i guess i haven't seen you in a long time, but DAMN you grew! HAHA
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:40:20 PM): lmao no way.
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:40:28 PM): i was only 4'10 when i was in 5th grade
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:40:29 PM): lmaooo
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:40:32 PM): now i'm like 5'9
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (9:42:35 PM): man, A FOOT! lol
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:42:58 PM): hahaha
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:43:03 PM): i see you at random places
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:43:06 PM): strange
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:43:11 PM): england now here. >.>
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:51:18 PM): you there?
xGIOVANNI LEx (9:51:19 PM): :O
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (10:01:42 PM): haha always at restaurants too
xGIOVANNI LEx (10:01:55 PM): mhmm well where else would we be?
mIchELLE x0 xlIN (10:05:31 PM): lol usually i see people at like supermarkets :P
xGIOVANNI LEx (10:06:32 PM): haha anywhere that's food
1.23.2009, 3:26 PM

EXTENDED LUNCHH TIME IS FUN TIME FOR SURE! i of course have no school spirit, haha so pep rally days are extended lunch days, WOOOOT =)
HAHA so today was daniel's 16th, HAPPY 16th, YAY!
And so darren & i were at the locker with serena's awesome samsung blast talking about phone plans and everything, then we were saying how darren was going to look up porn on the internet, and guess who was standing behind us, ms. puzo and this other teacher, like OMG moment, haha never had her, but she's the AP EUro teacher so they were like, hmm that's not a good subj to talk about around teachers, LOL
HAHA so we went back to our locker spot, and then darren and i went to go buy some FOOOOOODD, and gummie bears, it took us long enough, srsly! HAHA and then we headed back and we were eating all our sweets and fighting over gummie bears, and daniel finally came around, and TRISH and ERIC gave DANIEL a kiss! OOOH, SCANDULOUS! DANIEL so totally loved ERIC's kiss way more, MUAHHH!
What a perfect ending to a horrible and sneezeful week!
but now, i have ashitload of hw, fuuunn,
HMM, cousin coming! and more late night aim crazy chats!
1.22.2009, 10:42 PM
LOL
POWERED BY ADVIL
ALL DAY LONGG
ALL WEEKEND LONG, MAN
1.19.2009, 10:16 PM

you know what,
WHY DOES IT REALLY MATTER ANYMORE??
in the end, i have to do EVERYTHING on my own,
I guess it's always been that way, with my workaholic parents. who raised me? UHH my babysitter. who always had to take care of my little bro, uh ME. who always had it rough growing up? mmhmm.
AND QUITE FRANKLY,
I don't give a SHIT anymore,
all these lectures, srsly, i don't care, i have abad day nd all you do is yell at me,
ALL YOU DO IS PESTER ME ABOUT MY GRADES
OK WELL YOU KNOW WHAT THERE'S MORE TO MY LIFE THAN GRADES, BIG SHOCKER HUH?! you ask me what's wrong, I DONT WANT TO OPEN UP, WELL GUESS WHY: BC IN THE END YOU GET MAD AT ME FOR MY GRADES. YOU DONT THINK I DONT UNDERSTAND HOW IMPORANT MY GRADES ARE TO ME? THEY'RE MY GRADES, NOT YOURS!! IT'S MY LIFE NOT YOURS! JUST LET MEE BEE, isnt that what's been happening for my whole life?
EVERYDAY it's the same routine.
WHY SO DOWN?? my reply: stupid *Insert any subj here* THEIR REPLY: BLAH BLAH BLAH, YOU HAVE TO GET AN A.
BLAH BLAH BLAH STOP WATCHING TV
BLAH BLAH BLAH GO PLAY PIANO!
BLAH BLAH BLAH. even on this freaking 4 day weekend when i have NO HW at all bc we're done with finals: MICHELLE you have math and chem tutor. michelle, go do this, go do that.
FUCKING HELLLL
This frickin shithole, I just want to escape from it all!
fast FORWARD to COLLLEGEEEEEE
1.18.2009, 11:22 PM
i really can't wait to get outta this shithole in 2 years
WHEN I can get away from the parentalls, always always always pestering me, always commanding, never understanding!
MY GOOODNESS!
my parents are always fighting
and when they're in a bad mood, nothing good ever happens to us
so my bro is sick
and i have this SOREST THROAT, it hurts so bad.
and they do NOTHING
my dad, yea just go eat cough drops
like that'll help
MY THROAT FEELS LIKE IT'S DYIIIIING
idk what to say anymore
it's not the end of the wolrd i guess,
but it suree feels like it!
1.17.2009, 10:51 PM

=)
SLEEPOVERS are fanfreakingtastic!
ASDLSADSADing FREAKING FUN TODAY!
and i came home
and now,
i can't think straight
and i have a paper due tomorrow
but i'll be out all day
and i have a class with a prof pianist
and i haven't practiced
for a long time
=(
1.14.2009, 10:11 PM
WOOO PINK SLIP! =)
1 final to go, yeeuuupp
Failed chem
aced english & french
more later
1.11.2009, 7:30 AM

OKAY, so like OMG, WTFFFFFFFudge
parent lecutres, omg, just SHUT UP! I'm so tireeed of everything, comparing my subjects to your subjects when you took them like a bajillion years ago! ITS FREAKING DIFFERENT NOW!! DONT go telling me, oh yeah when i was your age, in english class i had to memorize the whole book!! When you ask me what's wrong and i say nothing, it's bc i don't want you to LECTURE me. when you ask someone what's wrong you're SUPPOSED TO EMPATHIZE, DUHH. forget it, they'll never UNDERSTAAAAND i'm tired of all this "Michelle, stop goofing around. michellle, time's up! michelle, what's wrong? WHAT?! WELL YOU KNOW WHEN I WAS YOUR AGE... michelle, are you still keeping up your chem grade? You know michelle, you have to get an A.. WHY MICHELLE? WHYD YOU GET A B --(well i didn't want to tell her, but she forced me. i have this no speak, you won't get in trouble policy. but sometimes, they dig it outta me " why, when i'm feeeling down on something, why do you have to CRITICZE CRITICIZE NOT EMPATHIZE WITH ME. Whatevssssss
well 1st sems grades-idk
Chem AP: 84.. .. it's really a 94 if you think about it..
racquet sports: A?
eng: 87.5! need an A for sure!
src: OH PLEASE I NEED TO PASS MY PINK SLIP TEST!!
french: 94 safe
math analysis: 96 safe
end result: not good enough , never good enough for my parents
1.04.2009, 11:09 PM

SIDETRACKED,
so easily
001. Real name → Michelle Lin
002. Nickname(s)→ mich, shell, meshell, lin, seashell, mel
003. Status → single
004. Zodiac sign → libra
005. Male or Female → female
006. Elementary → Evergreen
007. Middle School → Suzanne
008. High School → Walnut
010. Hair color → dark dark dark brown. light brown in the sun haha
011. Long or short → long :)
012. Loud or Quiet → in the middle
013. Sweats or Jeans → JEANS
014. Phone or Camera → phone bc phones have cameras!
015. Health freak → mm, not really.
016. Drink or Smoke? → NO.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → ehh
018. Eat or Drink → no i don't eat or drink
019. Piercings → naw
020. Tattoos → NO.
FIRSTS:
023. First piercing → n/a
024. First best friend → julia
025. First award → student of the month, hahaha 1st grade ;)
026. First crush goldfish
028. First big vacation → japan when i was 4 and i cried the whole time there :)
030. First big birthday → haha every bday! cept 15
CURRENTLY:
049. Eating → gum :)
050. Drinking → n/a
052. I'm about to → stop procrastinating, but keep on getting distracted
053. Listening to → where light there is hope-princess one point five
054. Plans for today → uh sleep earlier :)
055. Waiting for → SPRING BREAK!!
YOUR FUTURE:
058. Want kids? → ehh
059. Want to get married? → sure
060. Careers in mind → PHARMACIST, or hobo, or both
WHICH IS BETTER WITH A GUY/GIRL?
068. Lips or eyes → eyes
070. Shorter or taller? → taller
072. Romantic or spontaneous → both
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → both
074. Sensitive or loud → sensitive
075. Hook-up or relationship → relationship
077. Trouble maker or hesitant → hesitant
HAVE YOU EVER:
080. Lost glasses/contacts → haha loads of times, usually my contact falls in the sink :)
081. Run away from home → when i was little ;)
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → no
083. Killed somebody → NO
084. Broken someone's heart → no
085. Been arrested → NO
087. Cried when someone died -> uh huh. :|
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
089. Yourself → sometimes?
090. Miracles → yea
091. Love at first sight → yea
092. Heaven → yup
093. Santa Claus → nope
094. Sex on the first date→ naw
095. Kiss on the first date→ yea
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY:
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → mmhm
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → sometimes
099. Do you believe in God → yeah
1.03.2009, 3:07 PM

winter freaking break is almost over. OMFG. it's been ufn, real fun. LOL everything from late night phone calls to early morning wake up calls. HAHA and i love shopping shopping at abercrombie. so i went to brea the other day with bryan to do some last minute shopping and then i noticed the cardigan and scarf i bought got cheaper! so i was askign this guy about price adjustments and unforuatnely, i had to bring the original merchandise. he was so cute. he kinda looked like justin long slash spencer from icarly. lol and i saw him like last week and he was the clerk when i bought these pair of jeans. effing cutie! HAHA so i came back today to get a price adjustment and he was like: hey how's it going, were you in here a few days ago? and i was like yes. haha and then he helped me get things price adjusted, and was really cute! just shows how much i shop at abercrombie. then i went to a&f and bought a cardigan and this cute asian guy was helping me and i gave hims ome coins and he dropped one into the place where the receipt comes out, and was like no worries! LOL
the guys at abercrombie are cuties :)
aww, i'll miss these shopping days.. ORANGE COUNTY, I LOVE YOU!
i feel like i'm trapped in this little world. and as the fifth comes inching closer, i can hear this timebomb in my head, about to go off any second!
1.01.2009, 9:55 PM

what's that saying? good things always come to an end? YUP. hate that saying. so i guess sooner or later we all have to face reality anyways. it's been a fun 2 weeks. somehow, hobos always come up in our conversations. hobos are bomb diggity, yo!
so new year, new you? or new year, old you? i'd go with new year, old me. i don't think i'll ever change my procrastinating ways. if i could change anything about '08, i wouldn't change a thing. if i didn't do this, then this wouldn't have happened. it's like when a bad thing actually turns out good.
but if i could change something about this year, i should really have lower expectations. The higher your hopes, the harder you fall.
ON the high note, USC USC USC! =) 38-24! yea baby!
boo for the stupid georgia bulldogs that beat michigan state spartans 24-12 =(
ROONIL WAZLIB, LOL
OMG chasing cars!
getting yelled at by asian moms
accidentally on purpose meeting at the same restaurant
getting compliments on green sweaters