the previous post was my 400th post, and that's pretty big, yea? ;)
hm, well i gotta say, that this must've been one of the shittiest days EVARRR. nothing can compare to it, seriously. so first, chem test. ok, not so shitty, bc i got the ap ?s beforehand ;) and then english test, was cancelled?! OK, WTF? I actually read the booook, god. ok whatever. and then the worst part was when i got a D on my math quiz, god FUCKING MATH INDUCTIONS, i swear i will murder them one day. just because i put assume instead of "we need to show", great. ok, that's going to kill my grade. and then my mom hung up on me when i was trying to tell her some important news!!! god, it's been shitty, but really i shouldn't complain. i brought it all upon myself. i should be more THANKFUL. it's just relaly hard, with the scheduling and everything. oh yea, and i showed up at work today, and NO ONE was there so i went back home. -_- what a waste of time. i feel like if i just had a time machine, i could make everything all perfect. do you know how much time i think about how to save time, how to save trips, cause i go everywhere afterschool, scheduling is so my forte now, well not really BECAUSE EVERYTHING TURNS AGAINST me, it's like the gods from above ask themselves "hmm, what can i do to make michelle's schedule just totally mess up today?" and bam, with a swish of their wand or whatever their wish is granted.
but what can i say, i got a lot to be thankful for, but it's really hard, yes it is.
but i've learned to just keep my mouth shut, because even as shitty as things can appear to be, or seem to be, i'm just happy i've got someone to lean on: J C R M it's a pact.
i'm thankful for my parents too, even if i don't show it and even if they don't show it either. really, it's just the
HIGHS
and
lows
and i like highs better:
like the HIGH of today would be the IDOL result show!! and hell's kitchen right after that
low lowlow
it's a little fucked up, yes.
things are changing
i just got lecture from my little bro, and he's taller than me
You'd think when you rant about something, one would be sympathetic and offer consolation
OK, whatever, i don't give a fuck anymore
oh yea, and the pic is of a police car in my neighborhood arresting someone! morning jogs do turn out to be pretty interesting ;)
LOL