ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
7.23.2009, 10:36 PM
TODAY WAS FUN! :)
if an amc worker spills soda on you, you get reimbursed for your tickets! WOOHOO!
more later,
Sat's tomorrow morning and i'm pretty sick, coughing up a storm
harry pothead was PRETTY GOOD :) not like transformers, but VERY GOOOD. haha.
OH YEA, to recaap: from last thursday. hahahaa we pick up everyone and we go to transformers! WOOT! wait no not transformers, harry potter. hahahaa lol we eat some sushi first. oh god i love sushi hahaa been eating it a lot lately. i felt bad for the other people around us. haha when that weird zombie creature popped out at the end we screamed so loud. HAHA but it was a really good, touching ending. took sat on friday.almost 2000. took psat tues broke 2000 2 times in a row. finally. god you have to do perfectly on those tests. hahaha
HMMMMM drove around a lot while coughing a lot. i can successfully park my car!! and i got the dorky student driver sign off of my car! OH YES! been chatting up and hanging out with the besties and some old friends. feels goood (=
I HAVE LOVED THIS SUMMER, IM ACTUALLY SAD TO SEE IT GO. 26 more days. wow that sounds so short. MY AUNT FROM JAPAN IS COMING TOMORROW! WOOOOOOOOOT!
7.11.2009, 10:49 PM

OMG YESTERNIGHT'S JESSE MCCARTNEY CONCERT AT VERIZON WIRELESS = FABULOUS! but it wasn't like inspirational like death cab of course. haha it's been a week and i'm still thinking about that amazing, over the top hollywood bowl concert. :) HAHA SO MANY FANGIRLS for NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK! UNBELIEVABLE!! We got pretty good seats! but everyone came for NKOTB. haha they're pretty good, just not huge fans so it was kinda hard to get into it. likkke the guy behind us was like booing NKOTB : BRING BACK JESSE! HAHA
MM. kettle corn is goood 8) outings with besties = <3
7.08.2009, 8:06 PM
you know how some people just have htat national smartness factor, the one that youre just born with, and you can just succeed above and beyond academically? i believe that everyone has a gift. but it can only be in one area. like if you're gifted in athletics, naturally, you can't be gifted musically. etc. you have a special talent, and one only that you were meant to fulfill.
for me, i think it's music. i love music. i have such a passion for music. 10 years from now, i want to pursue something inmusic. at elast in my little world. however, i do know that pursuing something in music is of course not practical, at least in my parent's eyes. i never will satisfy them.. it's true. i've accepted it and everyday, i wish i could just be happy with what i have a passion for. music. when i play music, when i sing, when i listen to music, it's a whole different feeeling, even when i talk about music. but in reality, it's just not acceptable. it never will be.
the two m's are the key to happiness: music & movies, and maybe mocha ice cream
7.06.2009, 8:30 AM


JULY 5th! DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE! HAHA so me, bryan, daniel, nahlee arrived at the park first to catch our ride and i was calling up everyone and hahhaa and screaming at them to hurry up!! :) haha out oflove of coursee! and so eveyrone arrived, nicole came, celestine couldn't get outta josefine's car. and chris brought a mexican pizza from taco bell, hahaha and like angela was running after the bus! but thankfully she made it! she had to drive 80 mph on the freeway! AHAHAA. :) yay so we're all safe. SO WE ARRIVE and we get free stuff from SOBE lifewater! we spin the wheel, add it as fans on facebook and we get free beachtowels, mini coolers, and hats and towels and keychains! :) haha and we take a picutre with the HUMONGO sign that says PORNOGRAPHERS, which i told my mom when she asked me, it was a person who makes movies. ok so that's trueee technically, i just didn't say all of the details... lol and we get our seats! And there was this head bobber the whole time like diagnol from us. haha and the people behind us were making fun of them--we think unless they were making fun of us IMITATING his head bobbing. LOL :) So the NEW PORNOGRAPHERS go up on stage! not bad! and when tegan and sara were up, they were moving stuff, and they had a backdoor but it looked like a mirror for me and say a car passing by it and was confused. HAHA but it wasn't a mirror... hahaha okay and
DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE PERFORMS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THEY PLAY MY FAV SONG FIRST: MARCHING BANDS OF MANHATTAN!!! OMG I LOVE THEM! I LOVE BEN GIBBARD'S SWISHY HAIRRR! LOLLLLLLLLL me and josefine screamed: WE LOVE YOUR HAAAAAAAAAIR! WOOOOO! HAHA I RECORDED THE LAST 30 MINUTES, but thennn stupid phone was stupid and didn't save it. -_- LOL BUT WHAT A FINALE WITH TRANSATLANTICISM. BEAUTIFUL FINISH WITH THE MOST AMAZING FIREWORKS! AHHHHHHH! let's rewind back!
7.05.2009, 1:34 PM

HELLO WORLD!
This weekend is pureunartificialnatural fun! explosive fun too! haha so ashley, jeff, brandon, brigette, karen, came over! and we played rock band! HAHAHAA. wow ashley can sing psycho killerrrrr. haha with a little bit of french ;) hmm brandon wowww watching him sing paramore's that's what you get, im sure i'm growing a six pack from laughing so hard! hahaha so we eat our yummmmy hamburgers and everything! that's what a BBQ is all about! hah then we pop stuff, those lame little popper thingies that just go POW! and we play truth or dare and we dared brandon to go around singing in the neighborhood, which he did, but he was just saying: YOU'RE A JERK, you're A JERK! the whole time.......but then we drive over to stator bros, but then they don't sell it and we saw creepy drunk dudes acting all drunk and i was FREAKED OUT! haha so we head over to valley where they sell fireworks, soo we bought this purple rain blowing up thing. haha and those sparkle sticks or whatever! AND WE LIT THEM UP ! AND THEY BLEW UP! haha vids on facebooK! ;) HHAA i'm debating which vids to put on facebook! and thenn we DING DONG DITCH people's houses! haha there was this party house and they didn't even hear the doorbell ring. and we just rang this random house's doorbell andd this lady comes out and sees that no one is there, so theen she yells back into the house in chinese: DO YOU WANT FRIED EGGS?! HAHAHAHA ok. weiiird.
haha and we go back to the house and we prank call people. and brandon is "JANE" and goes likeee hey girlfriend! wanna go to my party? there's a lot of hot guys! and talks about skinny dipping which he is confused and says dip skinny hahahaha. and then indian dude, and thhe mexican dude who needs money because he crossed the border. but people are no fun and they just hang up! -_- LOL
OMG! DEATH CAB FOR CUTIE TODAY!! ACTUALLY DEATH CAMP. LOL ! IM SO BEYOND EXCITED! i've waited for this moment since MAY!
7.02.2009, 10:08 PM

TWO DAYS UNTIL DEATH CAB! Im totally excited! Barbeque on saturday! REUNION WITH THE KKK, JACMAN! :)
haha hm on wednesday, 2010! OMG i was in awe! and then i was driving back home with my stupid student driver sign on the lexus and then this college kid fat dude decided it'd be funny and started flashing his lights at me, so i switched lanes, then he followed me and started honking. -_- lol what a jerk. haha but what cna ya do?
on thursday, there was this HUMONGO spider haha and bryan whacked it to death! the proof's on facebook! anyways, of course i've got interesting stories to tell. i mean, what can go wrong with my life? haha i'll tell you. everything. at least it makes life worth bloggin about! but i can tell you that i go through many obstacles a day, but i think in the end, it just makes you think more. no matter if they're just funny stupid, or serious, or just downright frustating, i'll take them anyday! but this year has been pretty awesome. i mean you can't just take a hardship and never get over it! you have to do something about! you gotta blame yourself if you're to blame. then you just gotta pull yoursefl up aagain! hhaha i can ramble on and on about examples and experiences, but that'd take years and maybe even eons. i would never want a "PERFECT LIFE" where everything was just so simple and everything handed down to me. if i didn't have to fight for it, it wouldn't be special. it wouldn't be me.
no regrets!
JULY 4th WEEKEND IS ABOUT TO START! haha maybe, after musical fridays!