ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
2.15.2007, 12:58 PM

You know when you sever ties with one of your close friends, just because you think they've "changed" (for the worse, anyways). But is it because you changed? Or maybe it's because you both changed. It just isn't the same anymore. Your priorities have changed, your personality as well, maybe even your beliefs. But why does change make room for different winding paths that a person chooses?
Remember the good ole elementary days when you got mad at a friend and you decided that you wouldn't talk to that person so maybe they'd feel sympathy towards you. And you wind up talking to this loner just to keep you company? And now you realize that you probably were using this person. That that action that seemed so sensible 4 years ago, now seems so pointless. We realize differences in our lives because of change.
But when you think a person changes, you never think that maybe you have changed. Maybe something happened that makes you different. But why does everything seem so well, worse than you ever think it will be..