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Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
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Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
6.11.2007, 1:39 PM

Intervals. You know after your birthday. You'd silently think to yourself: It's *insert # of days here* days after my bday. It'd be funny. Now I think. It's four days after graduation and I still can't get over it. Sooner or later, we all will get over it. Like taht time my cousin was getting married and was moving up to SF. And it was saddest thing and I was mourning it and during the wedding I cried so much, but now I'm happy for him. Or that time when my other cousin left LA for New Jersey. We'd cry together, host a marathon, but now, she visits every so often and I go there every so often and it just works out. Or that time when we thought middle school would be the worst thing on earth, but it turned out to be the best thing that has ever happened to me. And when we graduate from high school, we'll think that high school is the best thing that has ever happened to us.
But now, I just can't help think about intervals. how long will i be counting off the days after graduation? I guess not for too long. But still. I can't help but think.