| it's 4 am and i can't sleep

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ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡

Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations

7.09.2007, 5:55 PM

Yesterday at South Co., I was thinking about how many memories I've had at South Co when we were all young and carefree. Old friends never part I guess. We don't talk everyday or really even once a month really but when we hang out, it's jsut like hanging out with your friends you see everyday. I remmeber always going there for Halloween and visiting the stores with brandon and brigette, and getting bagloads of candy. I remmeber last Christmas or maybe it was after christmas, we hung out at south coast and we ate pasta and we talked and laughed and goofed around. Wow. Just so many memories. Nowadays, I never see childhood friends anymore except for Julia i guess, but even thinking about those good times makes me smile. Now. We really have gone our seperate ways. But we're still friends. Good friends. Note to self: Arrange a time to go to themovies or something

I've really had a fun weekend. More fun than I could ever imagine. And now it's monday. i absolutely hate mondays. The harry potter marathon on abcfamily ended. o_O I actually had time to waste to watch harry potter. the trio looked so young and naiive in the 1st movie. 2nd movie they matured. and 3rd movie. HAHAAA brings back times when I watched it over and over again in the 6th grade when my mom had those long appointments and my dad was always at work. me and my microwave dinners and good ole poa dvd. wasted my evening w/ it yesterday. i esp liked hte 3rd movie cause harry was cute in that movie. i recall that i esp liked his hair. 3rd movie is my fav--not bc of the cuteness factor. lmao. too manymemories. OOTP out WED. Can't watch it. Mom will not let me watch a movie on a weekday but for god's sake it's haryr potter. think i'll go watch it on fri after alg II test. :(

And I just realized that waking up at 3 am is never a good thing. Apparently my dad decided to turn our fountain on again bc he thinks that if we never turn it on, it will never work, and my room being in the front of the house, the whole night I hear water splashing and falling. Red eyed, I get my nano and listen to postal service all night long. And all day long today i have: such great heights stuck in my head. We watched these boring docs and stupid movie on czar nicholas II. and it's official. Russia was even more messed up than the French. We took too many notes. I thought my hand would fall off. and the bell finally rang and I went home. Ate coffee break. Chatted awhile with some old friends. Tried studying but fell asleep for 30 min until mom hollered at me to wake up for piano lessons. Got a lot to study.
-micheellee