ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
8.18.2007, 10:30 PM

There must be something wrong with me. Not that there ever isn't. It's just I stay home all day long either playing piano or cello or watching tv. For goodness sake, I stay in the same clothes all day long. Gym shorts and a tee. And I must admit, my eyes are getting pretty tired with glasses all day long and trying to put off stupid My Antonia. Well, Antonia & Jim, I don't care about your past life. The past is the past. Build a bridge and get over it! God. It has no plot. Just a bunch of words that I skim through, then totally miss the point and have to go back. So I say spark notes will work. The only place i've gone to is my piano teacher's house, andrew's house, and walnut high. that's pathetic. Oh well I save 5 minutes cleaning my contacts. o_o
but then i don't even want to get out. that's too odd. And when i'm at home, I don't do anything at all so no diff.
9 days til school and i'm 1/5 into my antonia not understanding it at all, done nothing anything educational. I think i made a lot of grammar mistakes in this entry and the others, and I don;t know what to do