ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
9.17.2007, 5:47 PM

From good fun weekends to horrible days to picturing a horrible week. I've always told myself that even under the worst circumstances, you can always make it better, not by really doing anything, but changing the whole perspective of the situation. In fact, the main reason I created this blogspot and blogged in it for me, was so maybe if I blogged things out, I could see things from a different perspective and feel welll better of course. But man, this is a really bad weeeeek. God after a good weekend, I guess this is what I get. Lol I always tell myself that if naything good happens to me, a bad thing will follow right after it, and yes that is true. FOR ALL CASES. ): srsly. Ahh I've been failing everything this year. It all started with publications, then the grad speech, then collins wh class, then guild auditions, then the stupid guest performance, then delicined letters from pacific and claremont. oh what the hay! I dont care anymore ):< And my mom keeps telling me that the Great Wall of China wasn't completed until the 10th try or w/e. i'm not sure about the # bc my chinese is horrible.. buttttt..TOMORROWS A LATE START ;)
And we have that stupid my antonia essay test tomorrow, and i have to read myths, and the stupi d biuo test on wed, and the only subj i'm liking are french and alg 2. unbelievable. but it's only bc i got 17/17 on the quiz + 3 extra credit. ._. and that good thing was followed bya bad thing. t hat letter. ): GAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAddddddd