ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
2.16.2008, 6:24 PM

3 day weekend. so all i've done.. so far is
a whole lotta math, vocab, go to tutor, tutor piano, watch britain's n ext top model, and eat . a lot of eating. how exciting.
I JUST WISH I COULD HANG OUT MORE w/ my besties. it seems like all four of us are busy on the weekends grasping for each minute for more time. bc really, there is never enough time in a day. I tell myself everyday, when i go home, i think i'll tkae a nice nap. but truth be told, it never happens.
sooo math and bio test is on my mind. and i have to get a 100 on the next test to get an A bc i screwed up my last test. :[
I kinda don't get it. We go through as students all of this shit and work, don't really have the time to enjoy life, get a job, get even more stressed, and then die? i mean i'm not complaining but it perplexes me. it really does. but i don't know. i'm a kid aren't i?
iono most kids don't complain about this. but you don't even know..