ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
3.24.2009, 10:26 PM

And so, just like a cycle, likes in f451, it happens again. it's a daily routine. it's the inevitable truth. YES mom, i'm aware that my gpa is the "most important thing" and that my GPA sucks. just flat out sucks. top 10% of my class? ok, not good enough. i'm sick of it, i keep telling you, it's my life, it's my gpa. everyday, the same lecture. i don't understand how you could be so heartless. do you think all of this is helping? my parents do not support me. well finicially, yes, but other than that, no. it's either: yes michelle you can do this, or no, and don't even think about asking me again. it's either: go do work or why the hell are you watching tv when your ap's are in 1 1/2 months?!
okay, i think i can control and take care of myself, because isn't that what i've been doing ever since like i was 6? who took care of me? not you. only financially. my babysitter was the one i talked to all the time. my bff, chloe, who's in australia, was the one i lived with. my fab four crew, are the reasons wh i live.
And i wonder soetimes, what am i to do? why go through so much trouble? why put up with everything. but then again, why not?
I live for the good times and the bad times. You know, we'll always make it through. We stick together -JCRM (=