ǝʌıʇɔǝdsɹǝd ɹnoʎ ǝƃuɐɥɔ ✡
Far away
This ship has taken me far away
Far away from the memories
Of the people who care if I live or die
Starlight
I will be chasing a starlight
Until the end of my life
I don't know if it's worth it anymore
My life
You electrify my life
Let's conspire to ignite
All the souls that would die just to feel alive
I'll never let you go
If you promise not to fade away
Never fade away
Our hopes and expectations
Black holes and revelations
Our hopes and expectations
about

Lives for: the good times, and even the bad times. Life has its up and downs but chatting it up or down, youtubing, talking on the phone 24/7, EATING, tiVOing, or just hanging in can blow all of my worries away, most of the time anyways.
loves: LATE NIGHT FREEE PHONE CALLS with the usual: therapy for the bad days and laughing all night long for the good days
THE THINGS I CANNOT LIVE WITHOUT: my bffod! MICHIGAN! south coast plaza, GTALK, AIM, Tivo, pasta at pastadena, hobos--any kind, inside jokes all the time, late night talks, early morning naps in class, song lyrics, not paying attention, BLAZERS, winding roads, picturesque scenes, fresh and easy, corner bakery cafe!, coffee brea, starbucks, ted baker, anthropologie, j. crew, madewell, CHOCOLATE CHOCOLATE, CHOCOALTE COVERED ALMONDS, pink paper, green paper, magnolia blossom shower gel, hand crafted cards, homemade chocolate chip cookies!, the o.c., ORANGE COUNTY OVER LA COUNTY!, CANADA! big text messaging!
3.04.2009, 10:39 PM

I WANT MY LICENSE SO BADD, so bad.
god, it really just sucks. i want some things so bad, like A's, my license, to visit my bff in australia who has lost her home to the fire, that it just hurts. it hurts. it really does.
and then what makes me so mad is that i have such high hopes, and of course the higher your hopes are, the harder you fall, and the harder it is to get up.
WHY Is my mom so BIPOLAR?? and you do not know the definition of bipolar til you meet mymom. i refuse to eat anything she makes and i refuse to talk to her. WHAT IS WRONG??!! SERIOUSLY, i have an A in AP Chem, i never thought i could say that, but i do, yes i do. today was supposed to be HAPPYYYY.
Why aren't DMV offices open on SATURDAY??!! i need to get my permit on 3/28!! this sucks.
and yea, life is unfair, but does EVERYTHING have to go wrong.
i could tell you the details of our fight, the details of how i feel so hopeless,
but what's the point. i don't give a flying fadoodle and she sure doesn't.
i mean it when i say that my parents have just provided my financially. really, they have. they don't care, at least they don't show it. and that's what counts. if i rant, they criticize. if i don't rant and look solemn or not happy or sad, they'll say what's wrong, then i tell, then they criticize. it's like a neverending cycle.
I HAVE AN A IN AP CHEM!