So today went by okay. EXCEPT it just went downhill from there. so actually, today did not go by swimmingly. So first off that
B!@#$ was all likee playing favorites again. surprise surprise. i don't care anymore. 2 more hours of her and i will NEVER SEE HER EVER AGAIN!! SO I kinda can't wait for tomorrow. OKAY, then the sub during 4th period was all ASHDJKSADSA why aren't you doing your work, and we already presented, but then she was like, you're being disruptive, blah blah blah. ok w/e. french was alright, kinda scared for the final! LUNCH WAS pretty cool, math was ASHJDDSD. i need an A on my test. i got a C on my quiz. so stupid stupid stupid. i did stupid things. stupid mistakes. no one to blame that on but myself. lol SO I PRAY THAT I GOT AN A or i lose everything FOREVER. all of that hard work down the drain. but i admit, it was my fault if i do get a B bc my test scores in the beginning were always B's.. GOD time machine please. I think i play the blame game with myself a lot. like i'll blame something or someone (MAINLY TEAACHERS) haha cause i got the worst teachers this year. but at least this year is almost over! ok and then one stupid MAN WHORE. no he's not really a man whore just an annoying very annoying person knocked down my yearbook and now there's this BIGASS Dent in it. GOD. ok an dhten on the math test, everything that was on it, was like WTF?! never seen this before! AHHHH! everything i practiced WAS NOT ON THE TEST. and i think i was so nervous that i had a mini heart attack. anyways, what's done is done, but i wish i can take it all back. the whole 2nd semester. that would be perfect. didn't bring water today. almost died of thirst.
OK then afterschool, went to mt. sac saw tons of people. caught up with chris and spencer. WE'RE GOING TO TAKE BALLET TOGETHER!! :) god damnit then the button on my phone broke. and hten jess fixed it for me lol. then attended this VERY LONG ORIENTATION that was totally pointless but mandatory. and then it took forever getting everyone in. so we didn't start until 4:30! talked about crazy stuff, then each person had to get called ONE BY ONE to confirm their application or w/e. ONE BY ONE. didn't get called til the very end. eveyrone like left. well spencer and chris did. lol. OMFGG. SO i waited for my ride while listening to MAD WORLD, because it's a "very very mad world...the dreams in which i'm dying are the best I've ever had"
You know what, but this kind of thing is sorta expected for me. Everything bad happens. I think I've grown immune to this kinda stuff. It's alright. I'm going to get over it. but sometimes I wonder, why me?? Acutally I do wonder that basically all the time.
A WHOLE WEEK OF BAD NEWS last week but i didn't blog, cause i got over it. but all of these bad things are piling all on top of eaach other and i just can't ignore anymore. i just can't forget about it anymore.
The only thing that has cheered me up is Greek! All of the season finales for OTH, 90210, GOSSIP GIRL, grey's, idol, etc. so there's not much to cheer me up. LOL except for the corefour of course. :)
Yesternight, I couldn't sleep. i took a 40 minute nap and couldn't sleeeep at night. wtf. yup so i'm never taking naps. i usually don't and go to sleep around 12. i actually didn't feel tired which was really weird. LOL. BUT TIFF AND I BOUGHT NEW KIDS ON THE BLOCK WITH JEESSE MCCARTNEY AND JABBOWACKEZ TICKETS!! WOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!
So maybe that's why i couldn't sleep.
K,
Rant out! got more stuff to study. i haven't started yet.